(no subject)
for every ounce of pain you inflicted on me,
& every tear you made me cry,
i seriously hope it comes back to you.
i hope you stay up late at night on the verge of giving up.
i hope it hurts to smile & you have to pretend to be happy.
but mostly, for every lie of 'i love you' that you told me
i hope you feel as helpless & lonely as i've learned to feel
i guess to some extent, you get used to being alone.
you get used to not expecting phone calls & having nothing to do at night.
you don’t expect to turn around to open arms any longer.
the small sounds of him have been replaced by silence.
your thoughts echo through your head, with no one to share them with.
all in all, being alone isn’t terrible, it just hurts like hell.
tell me you've had trouble sleeping...
that you toss & turn from side to side
that it's my face you're seeing in your dreams at night.
tell me that you wake up crying & you`re not exactly sure why.
tell me that something is missing in your life.
tell me that you live to live, and that forever is never enough.
tell me that you`ve waited all your life to see,
that you want so badly to believe.
tell me it`s not just me..
everyone cries, everyone weeps.
we all stay up late one night because we cant go to sleep.
tears coming out, thoughts deep in your head...so you sit and lie there and cry on your bed.
you can't help but think about all the things you had.
you can't help but wonder why they make you so sad.
you can't help to think where did you do wrong.
you can't help to listen to your old song.
you can't help to think about him day and night.
you can't help but wonder why this match wasn't right.
you can't help but smile everytime you see his face.
you can't help to try and find someone to replace him.
so you're happy to see him. it's been a long time.
you're happy to see him and you don't know why.
well don't suddenly forget he's the reason why you always cry.
- - imy!!! =/