things are so different now
theres so much to say that im not even going to like catch up...
but im back for winter break- i've almost been back a week... i have like a little over 2 1/2 weeks left... its nice to be back, but really weird...
like, today i went to my old junior high since my mom works there- the kids are soooo little! like 2 feet tall! i really dont think i was that little then... i felt so old... and then i talked to one of my moms classes about college which was weird... and there are so many ghetto people, i dont know how i fit in lol... then i went to downey.. that was even weird- like, i fit in so much last year and now it was just weird... like, really really different...
modesto traffic is so crazy and modesto gets so boring so fast.. like, its nice visiting people here, but then part of me just wants to go back... maybe once everyone's out for christmas break it will be better... i cant wait til christmas and my 18th BIRTHDAY!!! when i can finally buy/do things i couldnt before including GETTING A TATTOO!!!
i feel so tired.. i think its because i had a really busy 1st quarter- i just feel really different and like i kinda dont fit in here anymore... i dont know- its weird... but its been fun hanging out w/ like christina and sarah and sara and david and my parents and stuff... and shopping.. but even that kinda wears me out after a while now- ahh, whats happened to me?! lol but if you wanna shop or hang out, still gimme a holla... lol
but im back for winter break- i've almost been back a week... i have like a little over 2 1/2 weeks left... its nice to be back, but really weird...
like, today i went to my old junior high since my mom works there- the kids are soooo little! like 2 feet tall! i really dont think i was that little then... i felt so old... and then i talked to one of my moms classes about college which was weird... and there are so many ghetto people, i dont know how i fit in lol... then i went to downey.. that was even weird- like, i fit in so much last year and now it was just weird... like, really really different...
modesto traffic is so crazy and modesto gets so boring so fast.. like, its nice visiting people here, but then part of me just wants to go back... maybe once everyone's out for christmas break it will be better... i cant wait til christmas and my 18th BIRTHDAY!!! when i can finally buy/do things i couldnt before including GETTING A TATTOO!!!
i feel so tired.. i think its because i had a really busy 1st quarter- i just feel really different and like i kinda dont fit in here anymore... i dont know- its weird... but its been fun hanging out w/ like christina and sarah and sara and david and my parents and stuff... and shopping.. but even that kinda wears me out after a while now- ahh, whats happened to me?! lol but if you wanna shop or hang out, still gimme a holla... lol