the way i look at everything is, whats the worst that will happen?!

Aug 23, 2004 23:31

i dont know where my subject came but that is how i live life mosta the time... anyways... lotsa crazy stuff round hurr...
im so sore- between mowing my dads lawn to uhhh something else we wont mention to jumping the fence to manteca waterslides im a sore chica- its cool though- im tough.
so i feel really gross about myself lately- like im so fat & all i did today was eat lotsa JUNK!!!! so now im like fatter & its disguisting... plus my looks in general have all gone downhill.. its sad- not to say i was anything to write home about anyways but still.. bummer-
stuff was fine @ my dads yesterday & then youth group was alright... then hung out w/ parker, which was really fun- hmmm lalala... today, went to manteca waterslides w/ christina & that was fun- we met two boys from the netherlands/holland- nice accents- the younger one was 17 too & looked like prince william! it was funny bc they were on either side of me waiting for the v-max so we talked foreeeever- lotsa culture convos & stuff...they were cool- kevin & marvin lol... big valley was really good tonight- a lot inspired me... i got to see robyn & heather & ppl i havent seen so that was awesome- saw travis afterwards- kinda creepy lol.. then lots of us went to cold stone- like kenwicka,brandon,chris,kevin,me,sara,hannah,christina,some black guy & davids old best friend- lmao!... hes friends w/ brandon, christinas ex-bf & was friends w/ david, my ex-bf... we talked about david- random stuff w/ him lately- lol- weird...saw daniel there- havent seen that fool in daaays..we actually talked & "caught up" & stuff & were cool so thats cool- he looked almost cute though-saw dru too- the hottie... lol-saw loooots of random ppl around tonight-
ok, so theres this bright eyes song thats really good- & parker has parts of it in his LJ "titles" & stuff- it really somehow hits home right now: http://www.lyricsondemand.com/b/brighteyeslyrics/thebigpicturelyrics.html
ooo- btw, really sad: i just found out that someone who is really really close to me has breast cancer- bc of confidentiality, i cant talk about it anymore but its really sad for me/her/her family, etc... pray por favor!
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