update of 2009 and start of 2010

Jan 28, 2010 01:43

Ok so it has been a LONG time since I updated...

2009:
- my roommate Jen moved out in January so it was just Kim and I
- Kim's boyfriend Tom came over all the time and we would have chicken wings, play cards and drink beer. AWESOME TIMES!
- went to Florida for the summer to work at Disney. I was working at Liberty Inn
- Ray and I started dating in June.. we met back in January 2007 at Disney
- I went to Georgia in August to spend time with Ray and his family.
-Fall 2009 semester started off good... it is Kim, Tom, and I living on Elm Street.
- Kim and I had every class together
- I was baptized at the Main Street Baptist Church at Oneonta on October 4th by pastor Ken
-Ray came up to NY to visit me in October
-I went on our Campus Ambassadors retreat during Halloween weekend. I learn so much about my relationship with God and God is truly amazing.
- I did my horseback riding lessons every Thursday and worked at Wilsback on Thursday nights.
- I worked at Wendy's on the weekends
- my alternator on my car went
- I flew to Georgia to spend the holidays with Ray and his family.

2010-
- flew back to NY on January 13th
- spend a few days with my sister Amy and my nieces
- classes started on January 20th
- This is my last semester at SUNY Oneonta. SENIOR!!!
- Saki Club with my bff Megan
- gym with my friend Michelle

That leaves us to now... Well as many of you know.. Ray and I were dating and I always talked about him... we dated for 7 months. Words can't express how much I love him and how much he means to me. However...the distance and some other things were bothering Ray. I have been having some MAJOR MAJOR stomach issues.. indigestion, hurt stomach, loss of appetite. Well I decided to say something to Ray and say I think we are better off as friends because I don't want to lose his friendship. I rather have him be my amazing friend then us try to work things out and then I lose him all together. It hurts really bad..I can't stop crying and I wish I had open up and talked to him before I left Georgia. I really want to see Ray happy and if I can't make him happy in that way then we are better off as friends. I love his family so much and I don't want to lose them either. So that's where I stand with Ray.

I saw a psychic today... she was completely right on about things..call me crazy, but Nicci's spirit was present. It was great to know that Nicci is around me and boy I miss her. I can't believe it has been 4 years since her death. She wanted me to tell our friends that she is happy and she is with us.

I am going to the doctor to get check out to see if I have a Ulcer..I need some kind of medication because this stomach pains are sooo painful and I feel like curling up and dying.

I emailed my brother Jeffery tonight...I really want him back in my life.

I am working like 15 hours a week at Wilsbach.. I am no longer at Wendy's.

I have to get my schedule fix so I can start my horseback riding lessons again.
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