fuk em all.... i faced it, im a victim of a catch 22

[kd_the_1_n_only]

i woke up today getting screamed at... i couldnt even eat breakfast in peace...all my grandmother keeps yelling at me for is my grades, because i got a fuking D and an E on tests but i got an overall grade of 87%!! cant anyone be happy for what i do, or who i am?? i always have to be the be the best at everything or nothing is right!! i hate it, im fuking #1 and everyone hates me at skool, or im #1 at home and i fuking get yelled at, or i get yelled at for not being #1! can u say, "KATIES A VICTIM OF A CATCH 22" or "KATIES FUCKING SCREWED!!"... well, i can!! o well, now im getting yelled at for listening to music too much, they tried taking it away from me then, and i almost went insane and killed myself, if they do it again, who knows what will happen?? i mean music is my only way to get away from people and my problems, cant they just leave me alone??? AHHHHH!!! Now theyre telling me im going to ammount to nothing, and that im going to be a LOSER.. wow! they dont even get me positive encouragement, and they want me to do good??? And on top of all this my evil aunt is ocmming to visit today, and i probably will not get my fuking ipod until another day!!! o well... its life right?? now both of us are crying, jesus christ!! ima go n update later, cuz now i cant see this fucking screen cuz of the tearas...LATER, signing off, till next time if im still ALIVE

PS: Sry 4 all the vulgar words n what not but this is my attitude as of right now