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Dude. I'm so messed up right now, emotionally. I had this dream last night, and it was so weird. A lot of times, I'll have dreams, and I'm involved with somebody, and it seems so right. Like, I'll feel so loved, and wanted, and like I belong with them, like in all the cheesy romances and fairy tales and whathaveyou. This was one of those dreams. I don't remember everything, except that it was weird because I had a definite sense of taste, which I never do in dreams. Someone had made the "worlds best" mashed potatoes, but I can still taste on my tongue that she put too much celery and not enough garlic, and waaaay too much parsley for my taste. It was... weird. And near the end of the dream, I remember I was on the phone with the guy I was involved with, and I was hugging around the neck, but hanging on. It was one of those weird things that only makes sense in dreams, because he wasn't there with me, but I was with him..? I don't even know. But anyway, I remember distinctly asking/telling him to call me. Like, in that "I love you" voice. And he said, "I will, baby." And I remember quite distinctly that it was the voice of my best friend's husband that said it. No one I know has a voice that's even similar. It was his accent and his tonal inflections when he's talking to her in his "I love you" voice, only he was on the phone with me. So. Fucking. Weird. Especially since I don't even know him that well, at all. =x