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I cannot turn back time and I cannot change this situation overnight. I can only tell her and try and show her that what happened would never happen again...
..but the more I think about it, I'm thoroughly convinced that I've done irreparable damage to the greatest thing I will ever know....
...and I can't be down about it, thats a turn off...
...and i can't be flippant about it, thats just stupid...
...i don't know what to do...i don't know what to do...i don't know what to do...
I have to just wait and hope I guess. I've said how I feel...perhaps words aren't going to be enough...but I don't know what the antithesis of what I did is....specifically, what is the equal and opposite reaction to fix it all?
This awful vibe hangs around like the Slimey Douche....I hope they are not connected...I hope I was wrong and I hope I am wrong....
I also hope that I didn't, with my actions, achieve the exact result that I was fearfully lashing out against......I need to write the story...I think it might help sort some things out....tomorrow.
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Grrr....Im going to make this much worse if there is not a solution to the Slimey Douche.
..but the more I think about it, I'm thoroughly convinced that I've done irreparable damage to the greatest thing I will ever know....
...and I can't be down about it, thats a turn off...
...and i can't be flippant about it, thats just stupid...
...i don't know what to do...i don't know what to do...i don't know what to do...
I have to just wait and hope I guess. I've said how I feel...perhaps words aren't going to be enough...but I don't know what the antithesis of what I did is....specifically, what is the equal and opposite reaction to fix it all?
This awful vibe hangs around like the Slimey Douche....I hope they are not connected...I hope I was wrong and I hope I am wrong....
I also hope that I didn't, with my actions, achieve the exact result that I was fearfully lashing out against......I need to write the story...I think it might help sort some things out....tomorrow.
...
Grrr....Im going to make this much worse if there is not a solution to the Slimey Douche.