strawberry fields
it always falls apart then, for the last seven or eight years i seem to fall apart after period of time when i am doing well. and i am sick of it, it takes me months to recover from this, this time i don't want to recover at all, i would like to just be over it all. drinking and smoking doesn't help clear my mind much but yet i still do it. my kitties and music are what i love still, i used to enjoy writing. live shows are nice also. i have stopped working for four months or so now and just living off my savings from last year that i worked hard for, i dislike money. i was thinking of getting rid of my car, mazda six a 2004 it is to luxurious for me, i can get a good amount of money for it and give a bunch of it to my mother i think. in rainbows it very good indeed, all i need & videotape i can't stop listening to. everything you love finds a way to turn evil. night // kc