So this spring, I was all excited because I was going to go to NC ComicCon on my birthday.
Then the NHL schedule came out and there was a game at home on my birthday! Yay! ComicCon and hockey all in one day! But now... things keep piling up that will be happening at PNC and it has totally ruined my birthday. I was excited several months ago. Now I'm just tired and sad. I had this awesome cosplay idea and it's never going to happen. I had everything planned, how long we could stay in Durham before going to the game. But just like everything else I plan, it'll never happen. I give up. Really, I do.
I don't want anyone to think I'm putting blame on you. I'm not. I'm just stating a fact. And that fact is that every time I make plans for something, they always get fucked up. This is it. I can't make plans ever again. I will always defer to everyone else. Don't ask me what I want to do. What I want never matters. I'll do what you want. Yes, I am a very sad individual. Yes, this is the only way I express myself.