Update
Sorry if you wanted the braclet but i gave it to her for christmas. I also gave her back a box full of everything about our 3 year relationship: every picture, CD she made for me, the blanket she made for me, letters while i was at boot camp, our old sex toys and everything. It was probably the hardest thing ive ever done but i feel better about things now, i feel more distant than ever and I can actually think about maybe moving on. I even found myself interested in another girl last night weird. Of course i didn't go for her at all because i was scared but the point is i was interested. Maybe this will be the last entry about her, maybe not.. who knows