I had my doubts...

[kcpunk]

So its amazing to me how fickle feelings can be. I never have second guessed my own thoughts and feelings so much. I confuse myself so often I feel like a ditzy blond who cant follow a normal conversation. I still think about her yes, but the walls in my heart are bleeding. Its time for a change of scenery.

No where to go, no clear path and the worst part is, is that there is no one in my life to hold me accountable except for a couple of close friends. Peril, panic, and fearlessness is a dangerous combination for me. I know ive said it before but time is wasting. Goodbye