Could it be.....No probably not...

[kcpunk]

So I figured out a little bit about myself today... I found a girl I was actually interested in again. She was beautiful and European, but she was WAY out of my league. I love that feeling, I sat next to her and flirted with her the whole 4 hour class. She's from Finland and has an accent that knocked me on my ass. She is about 4 years older and i found the whole situation kind of intimidating. I had decided to finally ask her out for a cup of coffee sometime considering we both work at the same place. I was SO ready to make my move right after class, I was sure she'd say yes. 10 minutes before the end of class she got paged and went outside call. She came back in a second later grabed all her shit, smiled at me and said bye. I stared at her, I couldn't say anything because the instructor was still finishing the class. Although we work at the same company intel has 10,000 employees here in hillsboro and chances are i'll never see her again. And there she went, and so is my conundrum. Here is what i figured out, if you're one of my close friends im sure you already know this but i can only be interested in girls that "get away". Heh, If we went out for coffee with her and she was actually interested in me you would of never even heard about her. Fuck me im fucked up. I think ive gone retarded and I dont know what to do about it. Oh well, ladies if you want me just meet me, flirt, then walk away and never talk to me again and ill probably be in love with you.

also at the last party we had I thought i was interested in a girl too. Now that i think about it I talked and flirted with her then i had to leave to go pick up my buddies girlfriend and when i got back, wouldn't you know it, she was gone. I was truly "in love"...so sad