there are times when lonliness is a friend

[kcorekills]

we all carry scars usally emotional but usally past tense sometimes things hafto be good but we get people who arnt used to things being good becuase you can be more lonely with someone than without sometimes but then if you talk about things like this past hurts it can ruin how good things can be sometimes its time to let emotional scars fallout but usally its best to heal but some people cant heal like a defficency but they need to realize how good things have gotten instead of shuttting out the world it feels so good to know actually know ive got something meanigful in this world someone who makes me feel good makes me care i dont feel so hopeless as before its so nice to find someone that likes me for me not just for a second but for me as a whole i never thought this existed i never knew people could be sincere i feel like i wish i could go back in time to keep myself from these pains i wish i never wasted time on the girls i did because none actually liked me just the idea of me someone like me but not the true me i dont hafto hide in front of you and i am so happy that ive found what i thought was a lie im in love and i dont care who knows it and the best thing is she doesnt like me for who i know or what i can do
but for me =kcore runnning on know sleep and one full throttle and 3 amps