The Meaning of Trust

Jun 11, 2004 02:09

I have a really good friend who just told me something that I was supremely shocked at. I had no clue what was going on or that they were at such a crucial stage in their life.

I'm not gonna say who it is or what they're going through, hence the title of this weeks chapter, but I just want to let them know that if they're reading this, I love them and I couldn't deal with that void in my heart if they reached that stage in life.

They are too damn important to me to let anything like that happen to them and that if they ever think about doing it again, I'll break their neck. I'll get my guys up at Central to come and beat the shit out of 'em too. They know it too.

I also have another really good friend who is going through stuff, and I won't say what it is, because I have no clue.

I'm trying my best to respect their wishes and not push the subject, but I'm really worried about them and I don't know what I can do to help them when they won't tell me what the problem is.

I've told them over again that I love them and that they can tell me anything and nothing will ever change that, but still, they feel like they can't tell me, and it hurts. To know that one of your best friends doesn't trust you enough to tell you what's going on, hurts a lot.

I tried talking to them earlier today, but that awkward moment came upon us. You know that kind... like when you have your underwear on backwards? Yeah, and I really didn't know what to say to them other then what I'd been saying all along and I made up some lame excuse and left. Was I wrong to leave?

I don't know, but to both of them, I love them SO VERY MUCH and I hope that they remember that always.

Love,

Kristian
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