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wow its been a long time... theres a lot of feeling that have emerged and a lot that ive kept hidden, first of all i know you dont have a live journal, but Eric:im sick of feeling like the second girl in your life, second to lindsay, sloppy seconds of chelsea which shes made perfectly clear that shes exstatic about and your not helping any!:'( George: your the greatest guy i ever met your nice and you live to make people happy. Kat: I miss you so much i dont know what happened really its all kind of a blur but you were wrong about eric he wasnt a nice guy after all i walked in on him cheating on me with chelsea. im still with him but its so hard even to look at him without thinking about his betrayal and my disgust of myself for staying with him. i dont know what im doing anymore, i dont want to be in a relationship that makes me feel so shitty but i love him too much to admit to myself that inevitably im going to get hurt... again. Peter: im so glad were talking again, its so great to hear your voice and to be in touch with you and jon. Jon: dont worry i wont try anything with peter i just really need some old friends right now to make me a little less depressed. Kylee: thank you for all your help in putting together girls nights and scattergories parties and for introducing me to george. TJ: i dont blame you for eric i shouldve listened to everybody tell me not to go out with him and im so happy you and kylee are together to keep me together, so how about those blind dates i think im almost ready for them. :)