not satisfied
i feel so dependent.
everything i do depends on the people around me. im really sick of it.
being in haverhill this week really confirms that i will not return. i cant stand being here. There's nobody here and nothing for me. I came home and emily, bri, and rachel were basically it...daisy and rae too normally, but it's even hard to see them normally, and emily isnt always home... so really ive got 3 or 4 people here...that's not much of anything, and this town is so freaking boring! it's such a high school town.
there's nothing for me here anymore...ive just changed so much and so has haverhill...it doesnt really feel like home anymore. it's kinda sad but it's completely true.
so where is my home? it's not here...im living like...a whole new life if you want to call it that. it's really time for me to make something of myself and i don't settle for anything but the best.
ugh...im going to living comfortably and happily...there's no way im going to struggle...it's going to be a good life because i dont want to be too busy working all the time to enjoy my life.
everything i do depends on the people around me. im really sick of it.
being in haverhill this week really confirms that i will not return. i cant stand being here. There's nobody here and nothing for me. I came home and emily, bri, and rachel were basically it...daisy and rae too normally, but it's even hard to see them normally, and emily isnt always home... so really ive got 3 or 4 people here...that's not much of anything, and this town is so freaking boring! it's such a high school town.
there's nothing for me here anymore...ive just changed so much and so has haverhill...it doesnt really feel like home anymore. it's kinda sad but it's completely true.
so where is my home? it's not here...im living like...a whole new life if you want to call it that. it's really time for me to make something of myself and i don't settle for anything but the best.
ugh...im going to living comfortably and happily...there's no way im going to struggle...it's going to be a good life because i dont want to be too busy working all the time to enjoy my life.