...and some things will never change.
a bad thing happened to me...a worst nightmare. and i survived, but something within me has changed.
the ex-boy is flying out for 22 hours on saturday. he's amazing. i love that he's so present despite our current situation, is effortlessly appearing right when i need him, without me asking him.
the worst part is, he's the only one who knows anything about this...and i don't know why i can't bring myself to talk about it.
on the upside, he's very excited about going to the kitchen, which i love. it hadn't even ocurred to me that he and the kitchen will be in the same place for the first time in too long. mmmm....locally grown produce and tastey cheeses.
the stress currently held captive in my body is amazing.
the gym it is.
the ex-boy is flying out for 22 hours on saturday. he's amazing. i love that he's so present despite our current situation, is effortlessly appearing right when i need him, without me asking him.
the worst part is, he's the only one who knows anything about this...and i don't know why i can't bring myself to talk about it.
on the upside, he's very excited about going to the kitchen, which i love. it hadn't even ocurred to me that he and the kitchen will be in the same place for the first time in too long. mmmm....locally grown produce and tastey cheeses.
the stress currently held captive in my body is amazing.
the gym it is.