The old me but better......

[kcatena]

I feel like I'm finally coming back. The old me but better. It took me a long time to realize how unhappy I was, how sad I felt inside. Finally regaining the happiness I once had but I'm not the same, I feel free in a way. I feel like I am the old Kaelin but I feel as if a new me is shinning through and I like it. People change all the time, it can't be stopped . Sometimes it's for the better , sometimes it's really not. The change I went through some time ago was NOT, but I'm back . The change as of recently is better....so much better. I'm actually starting to feel happy again. I know latley a lot of people that are trully close to me, people that mean the world to me have been hurt because of me and I can't apalogize enough for it, but I'm trying to set things right and the only thing I can ask of them is please give me that chance to fix what I broke. I also know that some of those people who are close to me have changed as well , the only thing I can say to that is this.....I dont care who you are now. I remember you then and that will be the memory I hold onto, I dont care if the new you is here or the old as long as you are there. <3 to you all. ( Lexi, Kimmy, Jessica, Justin , Kaitlyn, and Danny)

Odd quote of the day.... ( thanks to Lexi )

L-"kaelin .... the tree has a problem with you !"

K-"Lexi don't lie he does not !"

L-"No he said so himself. "

K-"But I thought we had something special...?"

L-"These things happen sweetie."

K-"Yeah well you know what lexi..."

L-"What?"

K-" I was talking to that light post over there and he said you need to LIGHTEN up....:)"