Why?...
Well this is my first entry in this journal...
I just wanted to start this thing over again cause I feel like I have lost a lot of friends online who I really didn't want to lose.
But anyhow... I just don't understand why I am feeling the way I am right now. Maybe it's cause there were things that were dug up from my past within the last few weeks... there's only one person who knows how i feel at this point and well... i haven't talked to her in about 3 months.
i just hope anything that has happened in the past we can just forgive and forget... but I really really need someone who can relate to this whole thing that has happened... and i really need her now more than ever.
so maddycross if ya read this anytime soon, please get ahold of me somehow.... please....
thats all for tonite... maybe more tomorrow.
I just wanted to start this thing over again cause I feel like I have lost a lot of friends online who I really didn't want to lose.
But anyhow... I just don't understand why I am feeling the way I am right now. Maybe it's cause there were things that were dug up from my past within the last few weeks... there's only one person who knows how i feel at this point and well... i haven't talked to her in about 3 months.
i just hope anything that has happened in the past we can just forgive and forget... but I really really need someone who can relate to this whole thing that has happened... and i really need her now more than ever.
so maddycross if ya read this anytime soon, please get ahold of me somehow.... please....
thats all for tonite... maybe more tomorrow.