HAHA...um inspirational....
Hello again...today was an over all boring and dull day. However i did have an inspiring conversation with my friend Kathleen which made me realize how truely pathetic i am. I know that was not her intent to do that but its in a good way. I am this boring, dull, timid little chick (and those of you who know me, know i hate the word chick and would never use it to describe myself) but i think of myself to be a real badass and a tough strong and independent young woman. When it's just not so... i am just me and i hate that. So i am going to do my damnedest to change and be that woman that i want to be instead of being this horrible little pipsqueek. Kathleen described me as a "sacrifical martyr lamb" and i argued with her, i even wrote page after page in live journal about it however it was deleted (you should be thanking the gods for that one) and i took it as a sign. I snapped out of how pissed off i was, and did my little trick. I played that most depressing romantic pathetic music i could find, where i got out of it but realizing to myself how bad this was. I took a cold shower, (those are the best the perfect trick to not let you feel emotion, i love that feeling.) then came back felt better because i didnt feel anything, no fustration...just raw nothingness. Then i came online and wrote this...Those were pretty much the highlights of my day. Good night everyone and sleep well.
oh and here's is a quote that is great...i dont know how to describe it but it works:
Remember when you are having a wicked bad day and it seems like everyone is trying to piss you off that it takes 42 muscles to frown and only 4 to stick up your middle finger and say, "Bite me"
oh and here's is a quote that is great...i dont know how to describe it but it works:
Remember when you are having a wicked bad day and it seems like everyone is trying to piss you off that it takes 42 muscles to frown and only 4 to stick up your middle finger and say, "Bite me"