Locked up...
I am so over being stuck in my house...i feel like a freak'n prisoner. Sometimes i think jail just might be more fun. Kidding. But anywhere but home sounds amazing at the moment (excluding work).
Woo Hoo to my 2 job interviews i have lined up for tomorrow and the next. I hope one of them is a go, because LAS is a pathetic company with horrible management. I want out!
I got to see my baby today before i went to work, even though it was only for an hour. But it was the best hour of my day!
Work sucks, as usual, but i have been able to read the majority of "Blonde Ambition"...only one more book after this one and its a wrap (or is it rap?) I have no clue.
So who would have thought that getting a car in your name that you have paid 8 thou for already was impossible without a co-signer. I certainly didnt think this would be a difficult task. Wrong. So anyone jumping up and down to co-sign for me? Slim to none im sure. I have no clue as to what to do. Yeah i can just turn the car in...but then i have no form of tranportation and still unable to buy another car without a co-signer. Damn reality sucks. Being a *big girl* sucks more.
I go see my therapist tomorrow at noon. Cant wait. Feeling understood is priceless.
Matt...Trust or Jealousy? Everytime i get a phone call its like he demands to know who it was. And i cant tell whether or not this is a trust issue or a jealousy issue. I have no problem with him knowing who i talk to, guy or girl, but damn it makes me feel like shit if hes asking because he doesnt trust me. We've only been together for a month tomorrow, and he doesnt trust me already? Especially when i am with him every spare moment i get. I dont know, maybe im just making something out of nothing...but hey, the gaurds are still up and i cant help but question things like this.
Im out.
Woo Hoo to my 2 job interviews i have lined up for tomorrow and the next. I hope one of them is a go, because LAS is a pathetic company with horrible management. I want out!
I got to see my baby today before i went to work, even though it was only for an hour. But it was the best hour of my day!
Work sucks, as usual, but i have been able to read the majority of "Blonde Ambition"...only one more book after this one and its a wrap (or is it rap?) I have no clue.
So who would have thought that getting a car in your name that you have paid 8 thou for already was impossible without a co-signer. I certainly didnt think this would be a difficult task. Wrong. So anyone jumping up and down to co-sign for me? Slim to none im sure. I have no clue as to what to do. Yeah i can just turn the car in...but then i have no form of tranportation and still unable to buy another car without a co-signer. Damn reality sucks. Being a *big girl* sucks more.
I go see my therapist tomorrow at noon. Cant wait. Feeling understood is priceless.
Matt...Trust or Jealousy? Everytime i get a phone call its like he demands to know who it was. And i cant tell whether or not this is a trust issue or a jealousy issue. I have no problem with him knowing who i talk to, guy or girl, but damn it makes me feel like shit if hes asking because he doesnt trust me. We've only been together for a month tomorrow, and he doesnt trust me already? Especially when i am with him every spare moment i get. I dont know, maybe im just making something out of nothing...but hey, the gaurds are still up and i cant help but question things like this.
Im out.