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i've been having a really hard time lately with things around here, just trying to get through school and get it over with and have a job and be a mature person and stuff
it's mostly the realization that most of my closest friends now live in various parts of the country, and people are changing and leaving and shifting and it makes things hard for me.
it's kind of like, no matter where i am, i feel a kind of homesickness , like something is missing.
there are a few things that keep me grounded here in maine though, and i am thankful for them
i realized what they were while i was gone and i think that helped me to feel at peace
sivan came up all weekend and i definetly had a hard time saying goodbye again. i feel like it's a friendship that won't end though- she's one of the most amazing people i've met and i know she came into my life for a reason
everything's falling into place
and i'm not falling anywhere, i think i'm floating up
it's mostly the realization that most of my closest friends now live in various parts of the country, and people are changing and leaving and shifting and it makes things hard for me.
it's kind of like, no matter where i am, i feel a kind of homesickness , like something is missing.
there are a few things that keep me grounded here in maine though, and i am thankful for them
i realized what they were while i was gone and i think that helped me to feel at peace
sivan came up all weekend and i definetly had a hard time saying goodbye again. i feel like it's a friendship that won't end though- she's one of the most amazing people i've met and i know she came into my life for a reason
everything's falling into place
and i'm not falling anywhere, i think i'm floating up