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I just feel like having the lyrics to the song I'm listening to, because man, it's funny. Talk about misheard lyrics. At least I misheard them. By the way, the song's name is Hook.
It doesn't matter what I say
So long as I sing with inflection
That makes you feel that I'll convey
Some inner truth of vast reflection
But I've said nothing so far
And I can keep it up for as long as it takes
And it doesn't matter who you are
If I'm doing my job then it's your resolve that breaks
Because the hook brings you back
I ain't tellin' you no lie
The hook brings you back
On that you can rely
There is something amiss
I am being insincere
In fact I don't mean any of this
Still my confession draws you near
To confuse the issue I refer
To familiar heroes from long ago
No matter how much Peter loved her
What made the Pan refuse to grow
Was that the hook brings you back
I ain't tellin' you no lie
The hook brings you back
On that you can rely
Suck it in suck it in suck it in
If you're Rin Tin Tin or Anne Boleyn
Make a desperate move or else you'll win
And then begin
To see
What you're doing to me this MTV is not for free
It's so PC it's killing me
So desperately I sing to thee
Of love
Sure but also rage and hate and pain and fear of self
And I can't keep these feelings on the shelf
I've tried well no in fact I lied
Could be financial suicide but I've got too much pride inside
To hide or slide
I'll do as I'll decide and let it ride until I've died
And only then shall I abide this tide
Of catchy little tunes
Of hip three minute ditties
I wanna bust all your balloons
I wanna burn all of your cities
To the ground I've found
I will not mess around
Unless I play then hey
I will go on all day hear what I say
I have a prayer to pray
That's really all this was
And when I'm feeling stuck and need a buck
I don't rely on luck because....
The hook brings you back
I ain't tellin' you no lie
The hook....
On that you can rely
I like this song. What can I say, although right now I'm in a weird mood. You ever regret missed chances? For some odd reason I am right now, even though I shouldn't be. Why regret that most likely could never be? I don't know. But man, it bugs me right now. Especially when my mind is racing with what ifs or maybes. I don't need it, but it's not out of my system yet no matter how hard I try. It'll leave eventually, but not soon enough for me right now.
I've usually been so quiet and well behaved, but I want to rampage. I want to shock people. But I know that it could cause me to lose friends which I don't want. I think my mistake was being so nice and working so hard to make friends. They can't see me as anything else, I know they tell me all of the time. I screwed myself in those one I can see, but what can I hope to do? At this point, all I think I can do is hope for forgiveness. But I don't think if I do it, I'll get it.
This sucks for me. Harshly. But what can I do short of saying screw it? I do care about what people think of me. I always have, and always will. Unless I don't give a flying damn about that person anymore. Then I have no problems unloading on them. No problems at all. My mind is reeling, and I have nowhere to go now. I can't go back to Chicago, I'm sure most of you guys who are reading it have heard the story, if not, ask me and I'll tell you. And I can't go anywhere else really. Where can I go where I won't be a burden on someone? No license, no car, I'd be useless. I don't know. I'd like to give a complete rant here, but I'm still getting used to telling people my innermost (as I view them) problems. I can talk about how much may day sucked, but other than that, I don't like saying much more. I'm sure some people out there can understand.
Goodnight folks.
It doesn't matter what I say
So long as I sing with inflection
That makes you feel that I'll convey
Some inner truth of vast reflection
But I've said nothing so far
And I can keep it up for as long as it takes
And it doesn't matter who you are
If I'm doing my job then it's your resolve that breaks
Because the hook brings you back
I ain't tellin' you no lie
The hook brings you back
On that you can rely
There is something amiss
I am being insincere
In fact I don't mean any of this
Still my confession draws you near
To confuse the issue I refer
To familiar heroes from long ago
No matter how much Peter loved her
What made the Pan refuse to grow
Was that the hook brings you back
I ain't tellin' you no lie
The hook brings you back
On that you can rely
Suck it in suck it in suck it in
If you're Rin Tin Tin or Anne Boleyn
Make a desperate move or else you'll win
And then begin
To see
What you're doing to me this MTV is not for free
It's so PC it's killing me
So desperately I sing to thee
Of love
Sure but also rage and hate and pain and fear of self
And I can't keep these feelings on the shelf
I've tried well no in fact I lied
Could be financial suicide but I've got too much pride inside
To hide or slide
I'll do as I'll decide and let it ride until I've died
And only then shall I abide this tide
Of catchy little tunes
Of hip three minute ditties
I wanna bust all your balloons
I wanna burn all of your cities
To the ground I've found
I will not mess around
Unless I play then hey
I will go on all day hear what I say
I have a prayer to pray
That's really all this was
And when I'm feeling stuck and need a buck
I don't rely on luck because....
The hook brings you back
I ain't tellin' you no lie
The hook....
On that you can rely
I like this song. What can I say, although right now I'm in a weird mood. You ever regret missed chances? For some odd reason I am right now, even though I shouldn't be. Why regret that most likely could never be? I don't know. But man, it bugs me right now. Especially when my mind is racing with what ifs or maybes. I don't need it, but it's not out of my system yet no matter how hard I try. It'll leave eventually, but not soon enough for me right now.
I've usually been so quiet and well behaved, but I want to rampage. I want to shock people. But I know that it could cause me to lose friends which I don't want. I think my mistake was being so nice and working so hard to make friends. They can't see me as anything else, I know they tell me all of the time. I screwed myself in those one I can see, but what can I hope to do? At this point, all I think I can do is hope for forgiveness. But I don't think if I do it, I'll get it.
This sucks for me. Harshly. But what can I do short of saying screw it? I do care about what people think of me. I always have, and always will. Unless I don't give a flying damn about that person anymore. Then I have no problems unloading on them. No problems at all. My mind is reeling, and I have nowhere to go now. I can't go back to Chicago, I'm sure most of you guys who are reading it have heard the story, if not, ask me and I'll tell you. And I can't go anywhere else really. Where can I go where I won't be a burden on someone? No license, no car, I'd be useless. I don't know. I'd like to give a complete rant here, but I'm still getting used to telling people my innermost (as I view them) problems. I can talk about how much may day sucked, but other than that, I don't like saying much more. I'm sure some people out there can understand.
Goodnight folks.