May 04, 2006 18:19
The biggest year of hell is almost over and I think I am starting to enjoy myself. I have done and learned more in the last year than any other. I know more about myself, my friends, and where I want to go in life than I did last year, and that is a posotive thing. This school, though stressfull and a test of all emtions, is where I belong. I never thought I would think that but its true.
Some people from last year are out of my life and wont be coming back into it. And though that makes me sad I know I cant control it so its okay. I'll just have to move on. They are missing out because of stupid little things that are my fault or theirs and they cnat get over it. Other people I don't know why they wanted to leave and that makes me confused.
I am playing lacrosse and it is incredible. I play goalie and we are 8-1. I feel like I have a huge responsibility to keep this team going in the direction it is and I like that. It is hard wrk, but the people are incredible. I love my coaches. Ms Rodier just seems to have everything together and she seems really smart. Mrs. Grady is so funny and she doesn't hide anything from us. Today we spent almost half of practice gossiping about their love lives and ours and it was just fun.
My roomate and I are rooming together next year which is really releaving. I feel like she is one of the few people I can just be me around without getting made fun of or something. She has been sick for a week, and it has been weird living all by myself.
I finish school June 6th and am going home to try and strengthen the relationships I still have with people. So when your free let me now. Well hang out and catch up.
Kelsey