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Feb 05, 2005 01:06

Well today was the last day of baseball tryouts, and well umm i got cut. I was a little surprised i mean i knew my back was against the wall, but I felt I had a good week of tryouts, so I was a little disappointed. But im not gonna dwell on that, I know some way God has a plan through it even though it sucks. Wow umm Im not really sure what Im gonna do with my free time, hopefully work a little more at Maui Tacos, me and Eric Sitzler are working together sunday its gonna be awesome. But its just gonna be weird leaving school at 3:20 and to tell u the truth im gonna really miss 6 am practices, i started to like those.

Ive been trying to figure out all night what Gods plan is through this, I know we can be great witnesses for Him through adversity, but I dont think thats it, I mean its not like Im in a life or death situation, I dont really feel like Im any influence on somebody just because this situation isn't as important as other things in life. So that brings me right back to why this happened. I just really dont know right now, I have to accept the fact that God will reveal Himself on His own time.

By the way, I hope to spending more time with friends, getting home at 7:30 and falling asleep at 9 doesnt allow for much of a social life, so thats been opened up to me, yeah and on that note, I read elliot's lj a few days ago and Im in his same boat, we both need a date for prom. I know mostly guys read my lj at least i think so, thats why we call it the "brotherhood" but yeah if there are any suggestions from anyone on the situation, since the person I was gonna ask already has a date (I didnt think Id have to ask her in January). So to sum things up, I got cut from baseball and my potential prom date was stolen, ha but its all good, things workout for the best and the best is usually God revealing himself to others through your adversity.
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