I just dont know
Hey....ok so yesterday I worked and hung with my mom.....it was a pretty good day all in all, even though some people fuck things up for everyone else....anyways...today was pretty shitty actually....I picked up Jeff this morning and told him the whole story about what happened with TJ.....then we went to school. I had art first block and it was fine, all I did was listen to music the whole time....second block I had gym which was also VERY fun because we went outside and played softball and I actually hit the ball!!! It was also GORGEOUS out so that was another plus lol. I didnt really see bitches and hoes that much today which was fine with me lol....I had history third which was fun bc I had it with ashley....then Chemistry last, and MR. Howie wasnt here, but the class still went by WICKED slow.....On my way out to my car at the end of the day Jay stopped me to ask if I had madeout with AJ bc thats what she heard...and I told her I had....Then she told me that he had hooked up with Livi which fucking pissed me off.....I was at the point where I thought that I might have feelings for him.....but not anymore bc I guess Jay is gunna go back out with him....plus he was an ASS to me today when I called him. I have enough asswholes in my life, and I dont need him to make things worse....So that is over with...because he really was mean to me and he made me feel like shit and that is not acceptable...I also got the privillage of seeing Jeff with Kristie today which yet AGAIN made me feel like shit.....I wish people would be honest with me from the beging and maybe we wouldnt have any problems....but whatever I guess that shows me who is real and who is not....thats all for tonight....
~Me~
~Me~