early sunday thoughts.......
i've been thinking about starting a new LJ account, because I've had this one for a long time now. 16 i believe when i first starting typing away on this thing. Nothing really important, just my life as a teenager. But who am I now, is the question? How important is a name? I could change it to some word, or name that reflects my life at this prsent moment, or i could just leave it be.
Ah, my mind hurts. Too much thinking about something so pointless. Hmm....it's kinda early for a sunday, the snow is pretty tho. The storm of the century....i've seen more snow in my life time. Then again, i'm not a driver and have to experience the ones on the road who don't know how to drive at in snow. the ones who panic when they begin the slide. I think that's the funnist thing about winter... haha, making donuts in a empty parkinglot. Well, if you're car can handle it. Ok, i've drifted off the subject.
i don't want to think what i have to do today, i just want my mind to go in relax mode. I haven't been worring as much, there's not much to worry about just alot of things i can't control. Not right now anyways. I've been figuing out slowly what's been going on, and how i'm connected to everything i encounter. It's scary sometimes, but never boring.
I've been new people i meet or friends i don't see much the question, if you could be anywhere right now, where would it be? I'm interested to see what they have to say, New Zealand has been a popular answer.
Right now, i would love the be in spain, looking at the ocean from my bedroom balcony. Clear sky, warm morning breeze...
I was on the hulla board the other day, and came across this week long party in spain this summer. I've heard of parties like this existing, but never looked for one before. I'm thinking next year i'd check it out.
I've come to terms that being a party kid is apart of me. I don't need much from it to keep me busy, just the music, and a few good event here and there. It gives me a reason to go somewhere new, and meet new people. I'm sure if i didn't, i won't know as many people as i do now, people who have thoughts like mine. People who enjoy gathering and dancing. No judgements, worries, fear, just peace. Whatever! I'm in love with it! I'm a dancer!
alright, back to bed i go.
too much thinking, for a sunday morning. Good luck in the snow, i'm thinking of making a snow angel...
Ah, my mind hurts. Too much thinking about something so pointless. Hmm....it's kinda early for a sunday, the snow is pretty tho. The storm of the century....i've seen more snow in my life time. Then again, i'm not a driver and have to experience the ones on the road who don't know how to drive at in snow. the ones who panic when they begin the slide. I think that's the funnist thing about winter... haha, making donuts in a empty parkinglot. Well, if you're car can handle it. Ok, i've drifted off the subject.
i don't want to think what i have to do today, i just want my mind to go in relax mode. I haven't been worring as much, there's not much to worry about just alot of things i can't control. Not right now anyways. I've been figuing out slowly what's been going on, and how i'm connected to everything i encounter. It's scary sometimes, but never boring.
I've been new people i meet or friends i don't see much the question, if you could be anywhere right now, where would it be? I'm interested to see what they have to say, New Zealand has been a popular answer.
Right now, i would love the be in spain, looking at the ocean from my bedroom balcony. Clear sky, warm morning breeze...
I was on the hulla board the other day, and came across this week long party in spain this summer. I've heard of parties like this existing, but never looked for one before. I'm thinking next year i'd check it out.
I've come to terms that being a party kid is apart of me. I don't need much from it to keep me busy, just the music, and a few good event here and there. It gives me a reason to go somewhere new, and meet new people. I'm sure if i didn't, i won't know as many people as i do now, people who have thoughts like mine. People who enjoy gathering and dancing. No judgements, worries, fear, just peace. Whatever! I'm in love with it! I'm a dancer!
alright, back to bed i go.
too much thinking, for a sunday morning. Good luck in the snow, i'm thinking of making a snow angel...