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Today wasnt so bad. I finally started to wake up late in the day. Chem was better than last week- no long pre-lab, no boring crucible. And Chad was there today. Yay for Chad... such a good guy. Something i read today reminded me of this...my cousin brian is finally coming home from iraq (for the second time) We are so lucky. I think a lot of times people forget how long we've been at war. The months melt into years...how long does this have to go on for? Theres not even a point and I cant bear to send my cousin away for a third time. We might not be so lucky next time.
On a lighter note, pledging has gone well the last 2 days. Things are settling down and i'm not feeling as anxious anymore. This can only mean one thing...tonight is going to be tough lol But thats the way it goes i guess. One more bad day down, one day closer to the end. Thats the way I'm trying to look at it.
I'm not really sure why but lately I've been getting down on myself again. I jsut feel like I'm never good enough and i hate that people have to constantly remind me that i am. I'm exhausted with being single and the thought of a relationship just stresses me out again. Maybe it's still too soon. And even though my reminder of my failure is flaunted in my face every time i step into that cell bio lecture, I'd still like to think that i'm doing pretty well for myself. Its just hard sometimes, feeling like theres always someone who's going to be someone who comes along who's better than you. My trust in guys still isnt all there, I doubt it ever will be. Not after all that other shit. And now i'm just rambling.
I have a seminar on thursday about the PT program at Washington. Apparently Augie is starting a joint thing with them. Considering Washington has the best PT program in the U.S., I figure its worth checking out even though it would be a huge financial burden for my parents. Not to mention and burden on my social life...the GPA they are probably expected is most likely no where near mine. Having a social life is tiring anyway.
Friends Season 9 is out. I want it so bad. I'm YEARNING for it lol. Meag, please bring it home over easter break. My mom said I need to focus my financial priorities...which basically means no more shopping sprees and the credit card is a no no. Saving for Europe is the way to go. That way I can get you guys lots of cute souveniers. I can't wait.
Happy Birthday to my Daddy today too. Yay Daddy. I love you
Happy Saint Patricks day too! I dont think i'll be participating in the festivities unfortunately but all ya'll with plans have one for me, ok? Damn. I miss corned beef and cabbage at my grandparents house. I miss New York in general. 3 months baby... home sweet home. I can't wait to hit the beach. It's been too long.
So thats the update guys...thats whats new and good in my life. Sorry again about bein so busy..I'm trying to stay on top of stuff but its so crazy around here. I kinda like it tho...gets my mind off stuff tho. Like boys. Not for long though. Date Party and Formal are rapidly approaching. I probably wont go just to avoid the hassle/disappointment that comes with finding a date. I miss my CL boys. Come take me to formal you bitches.
On a lighter note, pledging has gone well the last 2 days. Things are settling down and i'm not feeling as anxious anymore. This can only mean one thing...tonight is going to be tough lol But thats the way it goes i guess. One more bad day down, one day closer to the end. Thats the way I'm trying to look at it.
I'm not really sure why but lately I've been getting down on myself again. I jsut feel like I'm never good enough and i hate that people have to constantly remind me that i am. I'm exhausted with being single and the thought of a relationship just stresses me out again. Maybe it's still too soon. And even though my reminder of my failure is flaunted in my face every time i step into that cell bio lecture, I'd still like to think that i'm doing pretty well for myself. Its just hard sometimes, feeling like theres always someone who's going to be someone who comes along who's better than you. My trust in guys still isnt all there, I doubt it ever will be. Not after all that other shit. And now i'm just rambling.
I have a seminar on thursday about the PT program at Washington. Apparently Augie is starting a joint thing with them. Considering Washington has the best PT program in the U.S., I figure its worth checking out even though it would be a huge financial burden for my parents. Not to mention and burden on my social life...the GPA they are probably expected is most likely no where near mine. Having a social life is tiring anyway.
Friends Season 9 is out. I want it so bad. I'm YEARNING for it lol. Meag, please bring it home over easter break. My mom said I need to focus my financial priorities...which basically means no more shopping sprees and the credit card is a no no. Saving for Europe is the way to go. That way I can get you guys lots of cute souveniers. I can't wait.
Happy Birthday to my Daddy today too. Yay Daddy. I love you
Happy Saint Patricks day too! I dont think i'll be participating in the festivities unfortunately but all ya'll with plans have one for me, ok? Damn. I miss corned beef and cabbage at my grandparents house. I miss New York in general. 3 months baby... home sweet home. I can't wait to hit the beach. It's been too long.
So thats the update guys...thats whats new and good in my life. Sorry again about bein so busy..I'm trying to stay on top of stuff but its so crazy around here. I kinda like it tho...gets my mind off stuff tho. Like boys. Not for long though. Date Party and Formal are rapidly approaching. I probably wont go just to avoid the hassle/disappointment that comes with finding a date. I miss my CL boys. Come take me to formal you bitches.