May 24, 2007 22:39
Today was one of the hardest days of my life.
It's tough enough when you let yourself down morally through your actions.
It's something of so much greater sadness when you hurt someone you love at the same time.
There are only the actions of tomorrow that allow us to make up for the mistakes of yesterday.
Under it all, I am glad to have had the chance to love and be loved by such a loyal, wonderful person with a huge heart. It will be a long time until the feeling of terrible sadness leaves my body. I go to sleep, with hopes that the world, guardian angels, greater powers, friends, watch over the man I have been so lucky to love and to be loved by.