Some Changes
Well, there's bit quite a few changes in my life recently. I have lost about 5 lbs in like 5 days b/c of a low-cal diet and working-out compared to my laying around all day and eating whatever I wanted. Also, Sammy and I are kind of non-existant. I told him that I didn't want to talk to him over the phone anymore b/c I would be reminded of something I didn't have every time I would talk to him. I told him to call me to check-up or I'll call him to check-up, but otherwise there really shouldn't be much. I felt obligated to him like I would with a boyfriend, but I've only seen him like five days out of the past two months. I thought I could deal with a long-distance relationship, but I can't. I need someone here with me. I also want to date around this coming up semester and not be "tied down" to someone. Marissa told me since I have that idea, I'm going to meet a guy that I'm going to fall for. I thought about it, and I was like crap she's right. I'm just going to be open right now, and if the right guy comes along, then I'll be in love and happy, so either way I'll be happy. I hope everyone has been having a great week, and I love you all! See ya!