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I JUST NEED TO SCREAM!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!i feel like crap. i felt like crap yesterday then i felt like crap today then i went to practice feeling like crap so of course pracice has to suck and i of course puke because i feel like crap and it is a fact that days that suck only get worse.i had to puke for ohhh say 10 minutes and i knew i couldnt hold it back any longer so i had to run out of the room like a complete retard so i could puke my guts up then i have to run back in and i'm embarrassed because people dotn think i should be in drumline anyway because hey i play flute. but u know what screw u. i want to do it and i'm going to. i'm working my ass off and i know i will NOT let myself fail. i know i can do it. i cant just work like that for over and hour and a half over night and if u think that i should be able to think again. maybe u can but i doubt it.i dont even know what anyone thinks about me really except from sublte hints and rumors and i would normally ignore them and it wouldnt bother me but i'm PISSED right now and i feel like SHIT and all i want to do is go lay in my bed and sleep for a year...or atleast until i feel better.