Insomnia
I just had an epiphany. It is 3:30am and i'm still up, this is the case on most nights. Although I am dead tired I just can never force myself into bed and I've finally realized that an empty bed; cold, quiet, and just "sad" is the reason. I however don't know how much sense this will make in the morning. Maybe that is why being drunk and crashing are the best sleeps I ever get anymore. I shall find a semi cute homeless women to sleep in my bed every night or 2009 might be the year of the girl I see for longer then two weeks granting she doesn't turn out to be a total bitch like every other girl I meet. On a happier note had a decent New Years, had some bad emo blues when I ended up at a party which was all couples and then myself. However my first kiss of the New Year was from this lesbian couple, story of my life. Well I hope everyone is well and i'm hoping that my next post will be a video one wooooo.