Really busy...
Yeah, so I meant to update for my birthday... I guess that didnt turn out too well. Anyways, being 18 doesnt really feel any different. I got some gift cards and a new cell phone. So everything turned out ok.
I havent been running lately and I am really disappointed. Ive had a nasty cough for about a month now. My previous medication didnt work, it only made me sick. But now I have an inhaler so we shall see how that works.
So basically thats whats new in my life. This weekend I had a wonderful time hanging out with friends. And like always, I have work in the end of the night.
I am proud to say that I am now ahead in my computer drafting. Neato.
Book reports coming up... not going to like this too much.
This weekend is Sadies. I'm still debating if I'm going to go or not. This will be the first year that I will be without a date, which is kinda depressing being a senior. It could be my fault, but I dont think its fair for people to make judgments about me. I only really wanted a friend to go with. People take me way too seriously, and I just hate that! Just because things were a little rough around the edges at the end of last year and the beginning of this year doesnt mean that you can just assume things about me. Geez. Well I guess if Im not fun to be around and not worthy to have a sadies date then Im not going to go. I really hate it how I worked four years to get where I am now, trying to become better friends with everyone and people just look over me like Im a piece of crap.
Oh great, there I go opening a can of worms. Well think of me the same or different, I dont care. I didnt mean to offend anyone (but myself) so if I did I'm sorry. Maybe next time I'll try to not update on a bad day. I just wish I wouldnt have to try so hard...oh gosh Im sorry again. Please leave a comment or IM me or something, even if its just one word... let me know that you care. I need a good friend to talk to and I know that you are all good friends. I just wish that I could settle past differences and start fresh.
I havent been running lately and I am really disappointed. Ive had a nasty cough for about a month now. My previous medication didnt work, it only made me sick. But now I have an inhaler so we shall see how that works.
So basically thats whats new in my life. This weekend I had a wonderful time hanging out with friends. And like always, I have work in the end of the night.
I am proud to say that I am now ahead in my computer drafting. Neato.
Book reports coming up... not going to like this too much.
This weekend is Sadies. I'm still debating if I'm going to go or not. This will be the first year that I will be without a date, which is kinda depressing being a senior. It could be my fault, but I dont think its fair for people to make judgments about me. I only really wanted a friend to go with. People take me way too seriously, and I just hate that! Just because things were a little rough around the edges at the end of last year and the beginning of this year doesnt mean that you can just assume things about me. Geez. Well I guess if Im not fun to be around and not worthy to have a sadies date then Im not going to go. I really hate it how I worked four years to get where I am now, trying to become better friends with everyone and people just look over me like Im a piece of crap.
Oh great, there I go opening a can of worms. Well think of me the same or different, I dont care. I didnt mean to offend anyone (but myself) so if I did I'm sorry. Maybe next time I'll try to not update on a bad day. I just wish I wouldnt have to try so hard...oh gosh Im sorry again. Please leave a comment or IM me or something, even if its just one word... let me know that you care. I need a good friend to talk to and I know that you are all good friends. I just wish that I could settle past differences and start fresh.