i got it finally
so after someone telling me that " its hard to get to know you its like you don't want to be known" had me thinking
i put up this wall i dont let people in (mostly boys) and i shouldnt be like that anymore. its alrite for other people to care about me and its alrite that i care about them back. i need to stop being so scared. what has happened in the past is in the past life goes on and it gets better. i can honestly say that ive only let one guy in like really in i opened to him like ive never before I was myself like ive never been with anyone else it was weird. but that just didnt end up good at all. I make myself not like someone because i think its bad or its going to end bad. but how do i know? i dont unless i try. so no more holding back its like a new ME! the wall is down. its ok to like someone its not a bad thing it can end up to something wonderful
i put up this wall i dont let people in (mostly boys) and i shouldnt be like that anymore. its alrite for other people to care about me and its alrite that i care about them back. i need to stop being so scared. what has happened in the past is in the past life goes on and it gets better. i can honestly say that ive only let one guy in like really in i opened to him like ive never before I was myself like ive never been with anyone else it was weird. but that just didnt end up good at all. I make myself not like someone because i think its bad or its going to end bad. but how do i know? i dont unless i try. so no more holding back its like a new ME! the wall is down. its ok to like someone its not a bad thing it can end up to something wonderful