May 15, 2005 18:33
Rite now i am so bored that i am watching the sappy romantic movie: top gun....
ive been gone for about two weeks from my adrian house....i went back this week...it sucks major for me, i barely scraped up enough money to pay rent this month and i still have to pay the cable bill and water bill...so im drowning in debt already and schools only been out for like three weeks!....
ive been trying really hard to get a job, but no such luck....i dont know why people wont hire me, im a good worker. hard working, honest, quick learner....so i dont understand this....i seriously have put on like 30 apps...and not even ONE call....im getting so upset....
dyan, my roomie, wasnt even really looking for a job and now even she has one!....whats wrong with me? i mean i check up on the apps and call and everything and still zero, zip, nada...
if i dont get a job soon im going to have to move out of the house...i know people mite be mad at me....but i cant afford it...and its not like i have been just sitting on my ass, i have been out getting apps and filling them out and calling on them...so i dont know what more to do...
im getting so frustrated!
i went to my lil sis's friend's confirmation party today...its like an open house for 8th graders...anyways, my sis's friend is my x bf's lil sis....the first guy that i ever fell in love with, it was really awkward for me, specially since his new gf was there...after him and broke up he went out with this once gurl in 9th grade and they have been together ever since...theyll prolly get married....is it still weird to have feelings for ur first boyfriend? i mean i did date him for 2 years...idk...everything is so confusing rite now...paying rent, getting a job, possibly NOT going to adrian next year...him...
well im off to finish top gun!