Ranting continue lol
Yeah i want to get this off my chest. i dreamed and saw this person that i feel attached to..for some reason. His voice. He reminded me of Kame. Of blood and flesh Kame. Of reality, of life. That I can sense feelings in real life. That is if I chose to do so. And it happens to be today. I looked elsewhere. If I knew it would happen, I would sit somewhere else. But it too late. I stood up and looked down. It has been months since we exchange words I call it because it all politeness. This time, only 1 word. I don't even know what he was saying, just like the time I met Kame. The world becomes a blurr. I don't even know his name and I bet he have no idea mine. I cannot recall the sounds I hear at that time. My ears were ringing. I sat down trying to recover from the numbness feeling. I rubbed my hands trying to calm down from my own confusion. I don't even know how I feel. I sigh in resignation. I am a sore dreamer lol. and I turn to Kame for comfort. My safe haven. When will I have the gut to face reality again my God?
Just so the ranting continue, my story behind my numbness feeling is that i am a failure when it comes to relationship. I had hurted people and had been hurted by them so badly it becomes a scar so deep I fail to convey my feelings to anyone but Kame and well Yamapi. I embraced them as my guardian angels to my heart to safekeep it from getting shattered once again because I don't think I can survive another heartbreak. I was wishing for death had it not for Kame I would had been done for already. Can't help worshiping him can I? Otherwise what who am I living for?
Here sharing the song for your enjoyment. That would have been me..If I have the gut to do so lol.
Thank You CL. support her and 2n1 and KT YO
Just so the ranting continue, my story behind my numbness feeling is that i am a failure when it comes to relationship. I had hurted people and had been hurted by them so badly it becomes a scar so deep I fail to convey my feelings to anyone but Kame and well Yamapi. I embraced them as my guardian angels to my heart to safekeep it from getting shattered once again because I don't think I can survive another heartbreak. I was wishing for death had it not for Kame I would had been done for already. Can't help worshiping him can I? Otherwise what who am I living for?
Here sharing the song for your enjoyment. That would have been me..If I have the gut to do so lol.
Thank You CL. support her and 2n1 and KT YO
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