[JOURNAL + MEME] ☆I WANNA DANCE WITH NO PANTS ON, HOLLAH~
~
Hm. I wonder if I should start numbering my entries, like the rest of the world...
OH. DIOS MIO. I HAVEN'T BEEN ON IN MILLENIUMS. ; A ; That looks funny...
I feel like a total failure..."OTZ
Well. In order to invigorate myself to post more, I might as well do this 30 Day Meme, that pectus_pectoris has been spamming all over my friends page...= A ="
☆Day 01 | Your favorite song ☆
---
Day 01 | Your favorite song
I wouldn't say that I have A favourite song...but...I can list my current top 4? ' A '?!
♪ Supermassive Black Hole ~ Muse
♪ Bad Girl ~ Beast
♪ Inside of You ~ Hoobastank
♪ Remember the Name ~ Fort Minor
This will probably change by next week, ahahaaaaaaaaaaa..."OTZ
Next up:
Day 02 | Your favorite movie
---
And well. I might as well rant a little while I'm at it.
So yeah. It's now March Break~ Woooooooooooooooh...
I feel the regret starting to crawl in now. Lately, I feel like the dieties have been pissing on me.
First off, my homework is creeping up slowly to resemble an abstract structure of the CN Tower. But I've been in a slump for the past month or so, where I can't bring myself to do anything. Like. Anything at all. '____________' I'm worried I'm going to end up like one of those autistic children or those teenagers who do nothing but lock themselves in their own room and stare at the computer all day. It's actually really scaring me. And totally possible as well. My marks keep dropping because I can't, just CAN'T do anything. I'm really really really worried...
Hn~ Let's see...next...uhm...the drama at school these days is really starting to take a toll on me...not to mention at home. At school, there seems to be this really thick atmosphere everywhere. Although, I have no idea why...everything seems so strained and well, fake. And gdi. Don't even get me started on my family. They're still the lunatics that they always were, myself included. Fffffff...I want my Prince...; A ;
Next. I NEED A JOB. LIEK NAOZ. Seriously...I am so bloody desperate for a job, it hurts. I plan on spending all my free time this break on job-hunting. I CANNOT have a $4/month allowance for next year, dammit. I don't care, I'll work for my money, really, no matter how hard it is...TT A TT
Hmmm...I also think I'm starting to become someone I don't want to be? I don't know how to describe that...I just...don't think that I'm really that great a person anymore...= A =" Like. I feel like something horrible is happening inside of me? FOMG. MAYBE I'LL TURN OUT TO BE LIKE, HARVESTING SOME DEMON OR SOMETHING. OR MAYBE IT'LL BE LIKE VINCENT VALENTINE AND I'LL LIVE FOREVER. IDKIDKIDK. I'M SO WEIRD RIGHT NOW. O A O*
What else...oh yeah. Lately, I feel like someone's trying to kill me. Not figuratively, or metaphorically, but literally? Everytime I walk into my house, I somehow think that someone's in there that's going to murder me, like in one of those horror movies. Which is ridiculous, because I haven't watched a single horror movie in my life, except for the Mummy, which is not even a horror movie, but scared the shit out of me nonetheless. Is that unusual? Am I gaining some odd panic disorder, or paranoia?! ; A ;
Another thing, that's probably more recent would most likely be my family, I guess. Although it's not really MY problem per se, considering my family is my family. I think I have an anger management problem. '_____' Really. I think I do. Either that, or my parents just plain tick me off. I decided to test this out, by making a chart to see how many times I get angry in a month. And by angry, I mean, intensely angry, like will-punch-you angry. And uhhhhhhhhhhhh, it's been one day, and my papapapa already has 3 marks...I'm kind of worried for my future. It wasn't really his fault anyways...considering it was about my bedtime (which is 10 phucking 30 pfffft. = A =") and I was 7 minutes late, and then he went on to rage about how I was a useless human being and couldn't do anything right and whatnot. Whatever. We'll just play our favourite game of ignoring each other to see who cracks first..."OTZ
Which, damn, affects whether I can go to MTAC or not. GDI. ; A ;X I want to go, but I don't really have anything READY for it, especially considering my wig is lost somewhere in the post office in Yugoslavia or something. FML. Fffffff...so sorry, mamorikami ...you're going to have to wait...shit...stoopid conventions. TT A TT AND WE'RE LIKE COMPLETELY DONE THE COS TOO. ; A ; GDI.
I HAVE A STRONG DESIRE TO GO HOTPOT AND KARAOKE WITH MY FRIENDS BUT IN COSPLAY. I HAVE NO IDEA WHY. ; A ;
NEW CHAPTER OF KHR~~~~~~~~~~~ WELL. I HAVEN'T READ IT YET. BUT. STILL. I'M SO HAPPY THAT DINO AND SQUALO ARE STILL STANDING NEXT TO EACH OTHER~♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ Fffff. I need to find more SD stuff to satisfy my cravings...; 3 ; THERE'S SO LITTLE IN THIS WORLD. Oh yeah. GOOD JOB, TSUNA. YOU'RE STILL LOOKING SIZZLING HOT. ILUSM. ♥
Speaking of which...I should upload my fugly art some day, like I promise. But since I am horrible, I'll prolly just forget. '____'
And last thing~! Grandmother and I have taken to trolling around on TM. Not in a mean way, like to hurt people's feelings or anything, but more in a 'wtf-is-going-on' way. At least, I sure hope we haven't hurt anyone's feelings...but considering we just talk about dinner inside the so-called 'sex rooms' I really don't think we've done anything...= A =" But really~ It's a terribly amusing way to pass time~ = w =" Oh god, I'm terrible..."OTZ
Hm. I'm going to get a haircut soon...although I don't know what. WHAT HAIRCUT SHOULD I GET IDK IDK AK:LSJDLKAJNFLKLAKSDJASDASDF. ; A ;
In other words...
HOW HAS EVERYONE BEEN~ ♥
~
Hm. I wonder if I should start numbering my entries, like the rest of the world...
OH. DIOS MIO. I HAVEN'T BEEN ON IN MILLENIUMS. ; A ; That looks funny...
I feel like a total failure..."OTZ
Well. In order to invigorate myself to post more, I might as well do this 30 Day Meme, that pectus_pectoris has been spamming all over my friends page...= A ="
☆Day 01 | Your favorite song ☆
---
Day 01 | Your favorite song
I wouldn't say that I have A favourite song...but...I can list my current top 4? ' A '?!
♪ Supermassive Black Hole ~ Muse
♪ Bad Girl ~ Beast
♪ Inside of You ~ Hoobastank
♪ Remember the Name ~ Fort Minor
This will probably change by next week, ahahaaaaaaaaaaa..."OTZ
Next up:
Day 02 | Your favorite movie
---
And well. I might as well rant a little while I'm at it.
So yeah. It's now March Break~ Woooooooooooooooh...
I feel the regret starting to crawl in now. Lately, I feel like the dieties have been pissing on me.
First off, my homework is creeping up slowly to resemble an abstract structure of the CN Tower. But I've been in a slump for the past month or so, where I can't bring myself to do anything. Like. Anything at all. '____________' I'm worried I'm going to end up like one of those autistic children or those teenagers who do nothing but lock themselves in their own room and stare at the computer all day. It's actually really scaring me. And totally possible as well. My marks keep dropping because I can't, just CAN'T do anything. I'm really really really worried...
Hn~ Let's see...next...uhm...the drama at school these days is really starting to take a toll on me...not to mention at home. At school, there seems to be this really thick atmosphere everywhere. Although, I have no idea why...everything seems so strained and well, fake. And gdi. Don't even get me started on my family. They're still the lunatics that they always were, myself included. Fffffff...I want my Prince...; A ;
Next. I NEED A JOB. LIEK NAOZ. Seriously...I am so bloody desperate for a job, it hurts. I plan on spending all my free time this break on job-hunting. I CANNOT have a $4/month allowance for next year, dammit. I don't care, I'll work for my money, really, no matter how hard it is...TT A TT
Hmmm...I also think I'm starting to become someone I don't want to be? I don't know how to describe that...I just...don't think that I'm really that great a person anymore...= A =" Like. I feel like something horrible is happening inside of me? FOMG. MAYBE I'LL TURN OUT TO BE LIKE, HARVESTING SOME DEMON OR SOMETHING. OR MAYBE IT'LL BE LIKE VINCENT VALENTINE AND I'LL LIVE FOREVER. IDKIDKIDK. I'M SO WEIRD RIGHT NOW. O A O*
What else...oh yeah. Lately, I feel like someone's trying to kill me. Not figuratively, or metaphorically, but literally? Everytime I walk into my house, I somehow think that someone's in there that's going to murder me, like in one of those horror movies. Which is ridiculous, because I haven't watched a single horror movie in my life, except for the Mummy, which is not even a horror movie, but scared the shit out of me nonetheless. Is that unusual? Am I gaining some odd panic disorder, or paranoia?! ; A ;
Another thing, that's probably more recent would most likely be my family, I guess. Although it's not really MY problem per se, considering my family is my family. I think I have an anger management problem. '_____' Really. I think I do. Either that, or my parents just plain tick me off. I decided to test this out, by making a chart to see how many times I get angry in a month. And by angry, I mean, intensely angry, like will-punch-you angry. And uhhhhhhhhhhhh, it's been one day, and my papapapa already has 3 marks...I'm kind of worried for my future. It wasn't really his fault anyways...considering it was about my bedtime (which is 10 phucking 30 pfffft. = A =") and I was 7 minutes late, and then he went on to rage about how I was a useless human being and couldn't do anything right and whatnot. Whatever. We'll just play our favourite game of ignoring each other to see who cracks first..."OTZ
Which, damn, affects whether I can go to MTAC or not. GDI. ; A ;X I want to go, but I don't really have anything READY for it, especially considering my wig is lost somewhere in the post office in Yugoslavia or something. FML. Fffffff...so sorry, mamorikami ...you're going to have to wait...shit...stoopid conventions. TT A TT AND WE'RE LIKE COMPLETELY DONE THE COS TOO. ; A ; GDI.
I HAVE A STRONG DESIRE TO GO HOTPOT AND KARAOKE WITH MY FRIENDS BUT IN COSPLAY. I HAVE NO IDEA WHY. ; A ;
NEW CHAPTER OF KHR~~~~~~~~~~~ WELL. I HAVEN'T READ IT YET. BUT. STILL. I'M SO HAPPY THAT DINO AND SQUALO ARE STILL STANDING NEXT TO EACH OTHER~♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ Fffff. I need to find more SD stuff to satisfy my cravings...; 3 ; THERE'S SO LITTLE IN THIS WORLD. Oh yeah. GOOD JOB, TSUNA. YOU'RE STILL LOOKING SIZZLING HOT. ILUSM. ♥
Speaking of which...I should upload my fugly art some day, like I promise. But since I am horrible, I'll prolly just forget. '____'
And last thing~! Grandmother and I have taken to trolling around on TM. Not in a mean way, like to hurt people's feelings or anything, but more in a 'wtf-is-going-on' way. At least, I sure hope we haven't hurt anyone's feelings...but considering we just talk about dinner inside the so-called 'sex rooms' I really don't think we've done anything...= A =" But really~ It's a terribly amusing way to pass time~ = w =" Oh god, I'm terrible..."OTZ
Hm. I'm going to get a haircut soon...although I don't know what. WHAT HAIRCUT SHOULD I GET IDK IDK AK:LSJDLKAJNFLKLAKSDJASDASDF. ; A ;
In other words...
HOW HAS EVERYONE BEEN~ ♥
~