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I tried to buy shoes today, and I almost bought a silver pair, but I didn't really like any enough to make the effort of buying them worth it. See simile two posts back for irony.
To whomever says the first step is realizing you have a problem: it's a lie. Self diagnosing only leads to legitimizing issues. And self analyzation is only dissection, and what good is understanding if it leaves you in pieces. I really can't believe something from 3yrs ago still has such a hold on me. When does it just get good again? Are you supposed to learn to trust, or to learn that trusting is pointless. I'm really not sure.
Can't sleep. Last night got 2 hrs, and had a nightmare about rabid bunnies (yeah anyway), then class all day, and I had my brain scanned for jo's sister's research. it was strange, she taped weird wires on my head.
Life's pretty good in spite of my disposition. Last weekend was fun, and this one will be too. And I swear I was going to say something remotely relevent, but I forgot what so maybe I won't. I'm using an old icon from st. lucia because today was amazingly beautiful and I want a beach. (Preferably a warm one with blue water and palm trees). That's all for now.
To whomever says the first step is realizing you have a problem: it's a lie. Self diagnosing only leads to legitimizing issues. And self analyzation is only dissection, and what good is understanding if it leaves you in pieces. I really can't believe something from 3yrs ago still has such a hold on me. When does it just get good again? Are you supposed to learn to trust, or to learn that trusting is pointless. I'm really not sure.
Can't sleep. Last night got 2 hrs, and had a nightmare about rabid bunnies (yeah anyway), then class all day, and I had my brain scanned for jo's sister's research. it was strange, she taped weird wires on my head.
Life's pretty good in spite of my disposition. Last weekend was fun, and this one will be too. And I swear I was going to say something remotely relevent, but I forgot what so maybe I won't. I'm using an old icon from st. lucia because today was amazingly beautiful and I want a beach. (Preferably a warm one with blue water and palm trees). That's all for now.