Title: Who’s jealous with Who??
Author:
kazu_chan_lovePairing: KoKame, RyoDa..bits of RyoKame and KoDa
Summary: When danna-chan(me) got jealous of KoDa..xDD
When Ryo and Kazuya got jealous over Koki and Tatsuya’s closeness or should we say when Koki and Tatsuya got jealous over Ryo and Kazuya’s closeness.
A/N: the beginning seems sad..:D but it wasnt suppose to be like that..xDD
Who’s jealous with Who??
Ryo&Kame’s Part
The first time they notice that Koki and Tatsuya are getting close was during KATTUN’s world tour. Koki would always mention Tatsuya in his manual and even when Tatsuya got injured Koki was the one always there for Tatsuya, KT-N was also there of course but Koki’s treatment seems different that made Kazuya really jealous. Kazuya was happy on how the two seems getting along together but isn’t it too much, that sometimes Koki seems to forget about him, Kamenashi Kazuya, his own lover.
Kazuya thought that maybe he was just thinking to much and he’s the only one giving a meaning to their closeness but when he heard Junno joked around and asked Koki and Tatsuya, “Too close, are you a couple?”, even though Junno knew himself that Koki and Kame are together and so is Tatsuya and Ryo, he felt his heart ache, knowing that it’s not only him who notice the special closeness the two were sharing but others as well. Even the fans can see it that KoDa, as they call them, are so close this days.
Kazuya bit his lips fighting the urge to cry. He was alone in KATTUN’s dressing room, their rehearsals just ended and he rushed to their room not wanting to witness another ‘Koda’ moment. He heard his phone rang and answered it.
“Hey!” The man on the other line greeted lively.
“Ryo” he said in a lonely tone.
“Ne, what’s with the tone” Ryo ask even though he knew it already. It’s been weeks since him and Kazuya started to open more about each other actually more about how they feel towards Koki and Tatsuya’s closeness. “Ne, what time is your rehearsals going to end?” he asked
“Ahm, it was actually done already” Kazuya answered.
“Sou ka” Ryo said “Well Tatsuya called me telling his going home late tonight, so I thought that your rehearsal will end late and I want to at least pick him up there but I guess he got other plans” Ryo added.
“Ne, want to go drink with me” Kazuya said changing the topic.
“Ok, see yah at the usual place” Ryo said as both hang up.
Kazuya stared at his phone, sadness was obvious in his eyes when Koki and Tatsuya entered the room laughing.
“Koki, Im planning to have a drink with Ryo” Kazuya told Koki, Koki is his lover right so he needs to tell him at least.
“Ok, me and Tat-chan are planning to eat dinner together as well” Koki simply answered
“Oh, ok! So bye” Kazuya said but remain standing there frozen waiting for Koki to at least said goodbye to him but unfortunately Koki didn’t and instead he continue talking with Tatsuya.
Kazuya walked away and quickly went to the place where he and Ryo was suppose to meet. When he arrived, Ryo was there already.
Ryo saw the frown on Kazuya’s face but he didn’t asked why he knew already why is Kazuya sad right now and they where actually sharing the same feelings. He still remember the first time he notice that closeness between Koki and Tatsuya.
Flashback
Ryo just read Koki’s manual, there was nothing special but Koki mentioned Tatsuya and how they seems to get close. Well, Ryo just had enough of it. Tatsuya was mentioning Koki to him every night when they were talking about work, it was always Koki here and Koki there and he was now sick of it. That’s why now he was in a rush into KAT-TUN’s dressing room wanting to talk to Koki and to Tatsuya as well.
He opened the door harshly to see only Kazuya in the dressing room.
“Ryo?” Kazuya said “Oh tat-chan is not here” He added knowing that Ryo might be looking for his lover. Ryo sat beside Kazuya angrily.
“And what he is with Koki again?” Ryo said
“Excuse me?” Kazuya asked a little confuse
“Well they are always together nowadays” He said bitterly as he saw Kazuya’s face suddenly turns sad. “You notice it as well, Do you?” Ryo added and Kazuya just nod.
“I had the right to be jealous ne?and you are jealous as well” Kazuya said looking at Ryo. Ryo scratch his head angrily “So what’s with Koki and Tat-chan this days” he thought
“How could me, Nishikido Ryo be jealous? Tell me!” Ryo denied even if it was obvious. Kazuya giggled a little at Ryo’s answer.
“yeah, right!” Kazuya simply said. Minutes had past and both forget about their jealousy and instead they enjoyed each others company.
End of Flashback
Ryo continued observing Kazuya. The younger was still quiet and the sadness was still visible in his eyes. Kazuya keeps on drinking, and Ryo knows that when the younger become drunk Kazuya will start talking and will open up about what he feels. Both of them felt that at least talking to each other lessen the jealousy they where feeling.
Little did they know, on the opposite side of the city from where Kazuya and Ryo are, the two people they love the most got the same problem. Koki and Tatsuya questioned the closeness that Ryo and Kame was sharing.
Koki and Tatsuya’s Part
“Sorry for dragging you here” Koki apologize to Tatsuya, both actually hadn’t plan to have dinner together for tonight but when Kazuya told him that he is going out with Ryo, he felt jealous again and just blurted out that he and Tatsuya will have a dinner together.
“I was planning to go home late because I want to buy something for Ryo, but he didn’t told me that he’s going out with Kazu again” Tatsuya answered just staring at the food in his plate.
“We should talk to them already” Koki said. “We should fix this” He added.
Both Koki and Tatsuya started to get jealous during the beginning of their world tour, when they held their concert in tokyo dome. Tatsuya was happy, so happy that Ryo was there with him but he slowly notice that Ryo’s attention was not with him but with Kazuya.
Ryo will always approach Kazuya every after performances. It wasn’t like Ryo at all, Ryo would often watched in silent and bully all KAT-TUN members after the concert which of course will make the members pissede because after a tiring concert they all wanted to just rest but instead they will face Mr. Poison tongue.
Flashback
Koki notice that Kazuya seems so silent before the concert started. Kazuya is always serious but not that silent. He didn’t even talk too much with the others but only with Ryo.
He saw that Kazuya and Ryo were alone in the changing room. Kazuya’s head was resting on Ryo’s shoulder and was laughing, maybe Ryo told him some jokes.
“Ryo seems different today” Asked Tatsuya who was just behind him.
“And Kazu as well” Koki said.
Koki and Tatsuya decided to just ignore it but still but both cant still help it but to feel jealous.
End of flashback
“We should really talk to them” Tatsuya said. “Maybe everything was just a misunderstanding” He added hopefully.
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When Koki went home that night Kazuya was already there. His Kazuya was now peacefully as sleep in their bed and he also knew Kazuya had drink a little. Koki hugged Kazuya tight not wanting to let go.
“Kazu, aishiteru” He whispered.
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The next morning when Kazuya walk up, he felt a slight pain in his head. He frown when he notice that no one is sleeping beside him, he looked at the bathroom and the kitchen but Koki was no where to be found. He sat on the couch in their living room where he found a message written on a small piece of paper.
“My Kazu-chan, I missed you so much. We are always beside each other but it’s seems like I’m so far away from you. Your attention seems to be with someone else now. Am I selfish for wanting your attention by myself? But maybe I just really love you. I want want to see you, you know where to find me”
Kazuya stared at the letter, he was touched but somehow he is avoiding himself to laugh.
“So what is with Koki being on emotional mode? Or should I say sappy mood?” He chuckled a little.
“And hey I was suppose to be the one saying this things to him” Kazuya frowned thinking about it. He stood up and prepare himself, he wanted to meet Koki immediately.
Whenever he and Koki want to have a vacation but don’t have a time, they will just go to Chiba and meet Koki’s parents, the place seems peaceful just the way Kazuya likes it.
He was not really sure if Koki went there now but still he continues hoping to see his lover. Kazuya smiled when he enter the house and met Koki’s relative, they told him where Koki is and he quickly went upstairs. In one of the rooms, he saw his lover on the balcony alone so approach him.
Koki was deep in his thoughts when someone smacks him in the head harshly.
“Itai” Koki almost shouted and turn around to see who did that to him but when he saw Kazuya he quickly look down. “What was that for?” Koki asked.
“For the stupid letter? I really can’t understand what you want to tell me” Kazuya explained.
“I just want to know if you already love somebody else now?” Koki asked.
“I am the one who was supposed to ask you that” Kazuya said as Koki just stared at him wanting to know why?
“You and Tat-chan?” He simply said
“Me and Tat-chan what??”
“You and tat-chan what??! You and tat-chan are always together that you seem to forget about me” Kazuya blurted out.
“How about you, you are enjoyinh Ryo’s company more”
“It’s because Me and Ryo felt alone because our suppose to be lovers are enjoying their time together” Kazuya explained with a frown as Koki just stare then laugh when he realize that he is being jealous for nothing.
“Arent we stupid?” Koki said laughing. He went closer to Kazuya and hugged him from the back.
“You are stupid for being jealous at Ryo and for making me jealous as well” Kazuya answered pouting.
“But it was your fault. You and Ryo was the one to make us jealous first”
“EH?”
“During the beginning of our world big tour concert. You and Ryo was unseperable.You made me and Tat-chan really jealous” Koki answered looking at his lover but still hugging him.
“huh?” Kazuya said trying to remember it “Oh” he said grinning shyly.
“So?” Koki said letting go of Kazuya and wanting to hear an explanation.
“I didn’t mean to make you and Tat-chan jealous. Well during that time I was having a high fever. I don’t want to worry anybody so I didn’t tell anyone but Ryo notice it and only few staffs knew about that. I was with Ryo all time because there were times that I felt I am going to collapse but thankfully I felt better as that time as well.” Kazuya explained.
“What? Ryo noticed that you were sick and I didn’t?and you, you went on stage when you are not feeling well.” Koki asked frowning.
“It was done already don’t make it a big deal”
“mou~ Kazu” He said but Kazuya just chuckled at that.
“We are ok now right?” Kazuya said now hugging Koki.
“Yeah” Koki just smiled at that. Of course they are ok now, and how he missed Kazuya hugging him like that.
Both just enjoyed being with each other and staring at the great view being seen from Koki’s house when both received a message. Koki receive a message from Tatsuya as Kazuya receives one from Ryo, both saying the same thing
“We are ok now, hope both of you as well. Aren’t we stupid for being that jealous?”
Koki and Kazuya just laughed at that. “Yes, we are stupid to be that jealous but isn’t jealousy also proves that we love our lover so much. Jealousy is a part of relationship that can also make the two of you stronger”
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the ending is not that good gomen ne:D
i run out of idea..xD maybe my jealousy over KoDa ended..xDDD