Oct 10, 2013 21:17
I am okay now, cried so hard last night until this morning, i even laugh at myself for counting how many times id try to stop crying but them my eyes will just continue to cry.....*sigh* I was more than insane last night...
I still can't watch KT vids , can only listen to few KT songs but I feel better and finally accepting that fact that Koki is gone now.... I hate Johnnys more than ever now.... but please still support the 4nin KAT-TUN and Koki...:D
Someone had started comparing Jin's departure from Koki's termination....
I was affected but happy for Jin during his departure, it was something he wanted, he requested to leave the group and somehow made us feel like he would do so much better alone than to be with KAT-TUN that probably made a lot of hyphens mad at him. SOme refuse to even talk about him and pretended that the "A" never exist.... Koki's situation is very different, he was the one who named us Hyphen, he shows how much he appreciates and cares for the fans. And his termination was something an expected, to be honest it was more surprising than if they announce to disband kat-tun but i hope they wont.Koki loves KAT-TUN so much that i still can't believe that he is not part of KAT-TUN anymore...:( Yes, he made a mistake but didn't other Johnnys made worse mistakes than him? Isn't termination too much and too unfair....
But we can't do anything about this ne...
Please continue supporting KAT-TUN as 4 and Tanaka Koki.....
I did thought of leaving the fandom, I am an anti social girl whose source of happiness is kat-tun and this is just too much for me to handle but nah, after last night + 1 whole day drama today, I am fine...xDD
I will continue supporting the 5 of them, I hope every hyphen would too....♥
kat-tun,
tanaka koki