[fic] Remembering You (Chapter 19)
Title: Remembering you
Pairing: Akame
Author: kazu_chan_love
Genre: Romance, fluff, drama
Beta by: No one, so sorry for the mistakes :D
Summary: Jin had reached his dream, he got great career and a Hollywood movie that is going to be in cinema soon. He thought he is happy about everything until he unexpectedly saw Kazuya in London. He expected the younger to be mad and angry at him but it shocked him that it was actually the opposite. Kazuya doesn’t remember him that much but what surprised him the most is, why is Kazuya idolizing him that much?
Previous Chapters: Chapter 1// Chapter 2// Chapter 3// Chapter 4// Chapter 5// Chapter 6// Chapter 7// Chapter 8// Chapter 9// Chapter 10// Chapter 11// Chapter 12// Chapter 13// Chapter 14// Chapter 15// Chapter 16// Chapter 17// Chapter 18
Chapter 19
Jin didn’t slept in his and Meisa’s room last night, Yamapi stayed there the whole night talking to Meisa and looking up to Aya. Jin heard everything and he was happy for the two of them. He knew how much Meisa loves Pi but she was a coward and was afraid to be rejected. She hide the baby from Pi thinking about Pi’s career and Jin knew she got a point. But since the both of them made the lie about their marriage and the baby, Meisa became more afraid of telling the truth to Pi, she was afraid that he’ll get mad at her, she’s afraid that he might reject her and the baby. And now Jin is happy that everything is ok now.
But somehow he knew, he is the same as Meisa. He made a mistake, He ignores Kazuya, he left the group, he choose his career over KAT-TUN that is why now even if he planned to follow them in Japan he felt afraid that Kazuya won’t forgive him. He is a coward, he just can’t find the strength to face Kazuya again. Yet he knew if he wont face Kazuya now, everything between them will just get worse.
Jin sat up on the couch and reached his phone. Using another number, he nervously in dialed a familiar number and waited for someone to answer.
“Hello” The voice said and Jin felt choked and can’t speak.
“Who is this?” The voice in the other line seems impatient.
“Kazuya?” Jin was finally able to speak.
“Jin?” Was the unconcerned reply on the other line.
“Kazuya I need to talk to you. There are a lot of things that I need to apologize for, I…”
“I am busy. I got no time to talk to you” And before Jin could reply Kazuya hung up. Yamapi who just went out of the kitchen heard it.
“You had your taken your time finding the courage to talk to him. Give him some time to cool down too.” Yamapi said.
“What if he doesn’t really want to forgive me?” Jin said sadly.
“Bakanishi! Don’t give up and lose hope just because of one phone call. You had hung up on Kazuya a hundred times, you ignored like you were never been friends yet he didn’t give up on trying to fix your relationship until now. It is your time to prove to him that you love him” Yamapi shouted. He doesn’t want to see Jin give up without even trying hard, he is actually hoping that Kazuya won’t forgive Jin easily, Jin need to learn his lesson but he is hoping that Kazuya will still forgive Jin despite of everything that happened between them.
“Should I really go back to Japan?” Jin asked.
“Baka! You’ve been planning that for weeks now.”
“Pi, I am going to win him back.” Jin said determined as Yamapi smiled at that. “I love him, Pi. I need him back.”
“Your movie? You are offered another movie, right?” Yamapi asked.
“I got a month before the shooting starts. I got a month to go back to Japan. The shooting for the movie is scheduled for 6 months. I’m going back to Japan for good once it ends.” Yamapi was somehow surprised at that, the new movie means more opportunities in LA but Jin had decided to go back after that. It means he finally choose his happiness over his career.
“Well then, take this” Yamapi said as he gave Jin something. Jin opened it and discovered that it was a plane ticket to Japan. “I was about to force you to go back to Japan now so I already bought you tickets. It’s good that I don’t actually need to force you” Yamapi smiled.
“The flight is tomorrow morning?” Jin mumbled. “Thanks Pi. I’ll definitely prove to Kazuya that I love him.” Jin said.
“Don’t come back here without fixing everything between you and Kazuya” Yamapi smiled
“I wont” Jin smiled back
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When the night came, Jin started packing his stuffs. He felt nervous yet excited to face Kazuya. He knew the younger won’t forgive him easily but he knew he deserves whatever mean things Kazuya will tell him.
“Jin?” Meisa carried Aya inside Jin’s room.
“Oh, hey! I missed my angel” Jin said as he carried Aya. “The lucky girl will have two daddies now.” Jin said as he caressed the child’s cheeks.” I am happy for you” Jin told Meisa.
“Thank you for everything. You’ve been there all the time and you became a father to Aya, I owe you a lot Jin. And also because of you, I was finally able to tell Pi the truth” Meisa told Jin.
“I am happy to help you and besides. It’s good that I experience how to be a father and a husband for awhile. I loved Aya like she was my own child.” Jin smiled.
“Aya loves you too, you know. But for now, I am wishing you luck. Prove to Kame that you loved and this time, don’t let him go anymore. Lower your pride Jin. We both know Kazuya, he’ll listen to you, he’ll forgive you.” Meisa advised as Jin nods.
“You look happy. That’s good” He noticed.
“I am happy. Seeing Pi cared for her, it makes me happy. I am contented and glad to think that Aya will grow up with his real father by her side.” Meisa said.
“Pi and You has a chance, Meisa. I can see both of you can’t only be good parents but also husband and wife.
“I am not closing my heart, Jin. Let just see what might happen.” Meisa smiled.
“Take care of Pi and Aya ne”
“I will. We might go back to Japan too few weeks from now.”
“Well then see you soon ne.” Jin said. “And to you my little angel. You are still my angel even though you’ll love your real father now” Jin talked to Aya as the child just response with giggles.
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The next day Jin went to the airport alone, he asked Ryo to help him with his luggage and pick him from the airport when he arrives there.
And as expected Ryo was there waiting for Jin when he arrived. Ryo had told him to take a rest and go back to his apartment since Ryo had asked someone to clean it but Jin was stubborn, he force Ryo to take him to the jimusho to meet Kazuya.
“Are you crazy? They are probably gone once we arrive there, it is already late Jin” Ryo said.
“But it is just 9pm, Kazu-chan is probably still there.” Jin stubbornly said as Ryo glared at him.
“You freaking ignored him for 3 years Jin!! This could wait until tomorrow morning. I have Tat-chan’s schedule so I know where will Kazuya be tomorrow and until what time their rehearsals is but for now, rest!”
“Fine, but have you told them that I am coming back?” Jin asked as he finally followed Ryo to his car.
“No, not even Tat-chan knew. They will be surprised” Ryo smiled as both entered the car.
“About my fake marriage and Aya? Do they know about that?” Jin asked as Ryo grinned apologetically.
“I have told it to Tat-chan. The others knew about it except for Kazuya.” Ryo explained.
“It is ok.Atleast they didn’t tell Kazu. I want to tell it personally to him”
“Do you want me to stay with you in your apartment?” Ryo asked thinking Jin needs a friend to talk to tonight.”I can make excuses to Tat-chan for tonight”
“Nah, I’ll be fine, Ryo. Thanks for the help.”
“Anou, Jin?”
“Hai.”
“I’ll be saying this to you so you won’t be surprised.” Ryo started. “Well, someone had been hitting on or should I say courting Kazuya even after he had his amnesia. And it seems like Kazuya had given him a chance now.”
“Huh? Who is it?” Jin asked surprised.
“Visit Kazuya tomorrow and you’ll find out.
“Why keep it a secret?” Jin glared.
“For fun?” Ryo grinned and Jin just got more annoyed.
The next day as they planned, Jin went to visit KAT-TUN. He made sure that they are done with their rehearsal when he comes so that they’ll have more time to talk. Ryo guided him to KAT-TUN’s new dressing room but left him immediately to give him time to boost his confidence to talk to Kazuya.
Jin just stands in front of the door for a few minutes before knocking. And as he knocks someone immediately opened it. Both were surprised, but it was Jin who first talked.
“Hello, Kazu” Jin smiled. Kazuya was surprised seeing Jin. He never thought Jin would go back to Japan after he received a new role for a movie. And also it has been awhile since Jin visited their dressing room. If Jin had shown his face in this dressing room 2 years ago, Kazuya is probably hugging him right now but Jin had been 2 years late now. Kazuya had decided to move on and forget about him.
“Jin?” The others shouted as they saw who knocked on the door. The others are packing their stuffs as well.
“When did you arrive?” Yuichi asked.
“Just last night” He answered.
“I’ll be going now. Otsukaremashita” Kazuya bowed to them but beforeh e could go out of the room, Jin had held his hand.
“Kazuya, Could we talk?” Jin pleaded.
“I can’t, I am on a hurry. I got plans for tonight” As Kazuya replied someone arrived.
“Hey, Kazuya” The said man greeted Kazuya.
“Tsuyoshi-san” Kazuya smiled and walk next to the man.”Let’s go?” Kazuya said as Jin just watch the two walk away.
“EH? Tsuyoshi? Eh I thought that guy is married?” Jin whispered so that no could hear him.
“Let’s have a drink tonight as your welcome back celebration?” Koki said.
“I think I need that” Jin mumbled as they headed out of the room.
To Be Continued....
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i mention it before ne, that i got stuck in chapter 19 and i do not know what to write anymore so yeah, i thought of putting another character....Tsuyoshi-san wont really have a big role in this fic.....just someone to make jin jealous:)
so i hope you liked this chapter....^^
sorry if its getting boring.....
im writing chapt 22 now and this might end at chapter 23 or 24...:DD
anou also, after this fic i might f-locked my account, sorry:(
so to those that i wasn't able to add back please do comment here or in my intro post...:)
im locking my account since after this fic i wont be around until christmas break or april 2013...im still not sure if i could go on hiatus though..xDD akame, fanfics and kat-tun has been part of my everyday life so its hard to be on hiatus from fandom...:DDD but i think i really can't..xDDD
but thank you so much for still reading this...
as always comments and feedback are loved♥♥♥^.^
Pairing: Akame
Author: kazu_chan_love
Genre: Romance, fluff, drama
Beta by: No one, so sorry for the mistakes :D
Summary: Jin had reached his dream, he got great career and a Hollywood movie that is going to be in cinema soon. He thought he is happy about everything until he unexpectedly saw Kazuya in London. He expected the younger to be mad and angry at him but it shocked him that it was actually the opposite. Kazuya doesn’t remember him that much but what surprised him the most is, why is Kazuya idolizing him that much?
Previous Chapters: Chapter 1// Chapter 2// Chapter 3// Chapter 4// Chapter 5// Chapter 6// Chapter 7// Chapter 8// Chapter 9// Chapter 10// Chapter 11// Chapter 12// Chapter 13// Chapter 14// Chapter 15// Chapter 16// Chapter 17// Chapter 18
Chapter 19
Jin didn’t slept in his and Meisa’s room last night, Yamapi stayed there the whole night talking to Meisa and looking up to Aya. Jin heard everything and he was happy for the two of them. He knew how much Meisa loves Pi but she was a coward and was afraid to be rejected. She hide the baby from Pi thinking about Pi’s career and Jin knew she got a point. But since the both of them made the lie about their marriage and the baby, Meisa became more afraid of telling the truth to Pi, she was afraid that he’ll get mad at her, she’s afraid that he might reject her and the baby. And now Jin is happy that everything is ok now.
But somehow he knew, he is the same as Meisa. He made a mistake, He ignores Kazuya, he left the group, he choose his career over KAT-TUN that is why now even if he planned to follow them in Japan he felt afraid that Kazuya won’t forgive him. He is a coward, he just can’t find the strength to face Kazuya again. Yet he knew if he wont face Kazuya now, everything between them will just get worse.
Jin sat up on the couch and reached his phone. Using another number, he nervously in dialed a familiar number and waited for someone to answer.
“Hello” The voice said and Jin felt choked and can’t speak.
“Who is this?” The voice in the other line seems impatient.
“Kazuya?” Jin was finally able to speak.
“Jin?” Was the unconcerned reply on the other line.
“Kazuya I need to talk to you. There are a lot of things that I need to apologize for, I…”
“I am busy. I got no time to talk to you” And before Jin could reply Kazuya hung up. Yamapi who just went out of the kitchen heard it.
“You had your taken your time finding the courage to talk to him. Give him some time to cool down too.” Yamapi said.
“What if he doesn’t really want to forgive me?” Jin said sadly.
“Bakanishi! Don’t give up and lose hope just because of one phone call. You had hung up on Kazuya a hundred times, you ignored like you were never been friends yet he didn’t give up on trying to fix your relationship until now. It is your time to prove to him that you love him” Yamapi shouted. He doesn’t want to see Jin give up without even trying hard, he is actually hoping that Kazuya won’t forgive Jin easily, Jin need to learn his lesson but he is hoping that Kazuya will still forgive Jin despite of everything that happened between them.
“Should I really go back to Japan?” Jin asked.
“Baka! You’ve been planning that for weeks now.”
“Pi, I am going to win him back.” Jin said determined as Yamapi smiled at that. “I love him, Pi. I need him back.”
“Your movie? You are offered another movie, right?” Yamapi asked.
“I got a month before the shooting starts. I got a month to go back to Japan. The shooting for the movie is scheduled for 6 months. I’m going back to Japan for good once it ends.” Yamapi was somehow surprised at that, the new movie means more opportunities in LA but Jin had decided to go back after that. It means he finally choose his happiness over his career.
“Well then, take this” Yamapi said as he gave Jin something. Jin opened it and discovered that it was a plane ticket to Japan. “I was about to force you to go back to Japan now so I already bought you tickets. It’s good that I don’t actually need to force you” Yamapi smiled.
“The flight is tomorrow morning?” Jin mumbled. “Thanks Pi. I’ll definitely prove to Kazuya that I love him.” Jin said.
“Don’t come back here without fixing everything between you and Kazuya” Yamapi smiled
“I wont” Jin smiled back
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When the night came, Jin started packing his stuffs. He felt nervous yet excited to face Kazuya. He knew the younger won’t forgive him easily but he knew he deserves whatever mean things Kazuya will tell him.
“Jin?” Meisa carried Aya inside Jin’s room.
“Oh, hey! I missed my angel” Jin said as he carried Aya. “The lucky girl will have two daddies now.” Jin said as he caressed the child’s cheeks.” I am happy for you” Jin told Meisa.
“Thank you for everything. You’ve been there all the time and you became a father to Aya, I owe you a lot Jin. And also because of you, I was finally able to tell Pi the truth” Meisa told Jin.
“I am happy to help you and besides. It’s good that I experience how to be a father and a husband for awhile. I loved Aya like she was my own child.” Jin smiled.
“Aya loves you too, you know. But for now, I am wishing you luck. Prove to Kame that you loved and this time, don’t let him go anymore. Lower your pride Jin. We both know Kazuya, he’ll listen to you, he’ll forgive you.” Meisa advised as Jin nods.
“You look happy. That’s good” He noticed.
“I am happy. Seeing Pi cared for her, it makes me happy. I am contented and glad to think that Aya will grow up with his real father by her side.” Meisa said.
“Pi and You has a chance, Meisa. I can see both of you can’t only be good parents but also husband and wife.
“I am not closing my heart, Jin. Let just see what might happen.” Meisa smiled.
“Take care of Pi and Aya ne”
“I will. We might go back to Japan too few weeks from now.”
“Well then see you soon ne.” Jin said. “And to you my little angel. You are still my angel even though you’ll love your real father now” Jin talked to Aya as the child just response with giggles.
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The next day Jin went to the airport alone, he asked Ryo to help him with his luggage and pick him from the airport when he arrives there.
And as expected Ryo was there waiting for Jin when he arrived. Ryo had told him to take a rest and go back to his apartment since Ryo had asked someone to clean it but Jin was stubborn, he force Ryo to take him to the jimusho to meet Kazuya.
“Are you crazy? They are probably gone once we arrive there, it is already late Jin” Ryo said.
“But it is just 9pm, Kazu-chan is probably still there.” Jin stubbornly said as Ryo glared at him.
“You freaking ignored him for 3 years Jin!! This could wait until tomorrow morning. I have Tat-chan’s schedule so I know where will Kazuya be tomorrow and until what time their rehearsals is but for now, rest!”
“Fine, but have you told them that I am coming back?” Jin asked as he finally followed Ryo to his car.
“No, not even Tat-chan knew. They will be surprised” Ryo smiled as both entered the car.
“About my fake marriage and Aya? Do they know about that?” Jin asked as Ryo grinned apologetically.
“I have told it to Tat-chan. The others knew about it except for Kazuya.” Ryo explained.
“It is ok.Atleast they didn’t tell Kazu. I want to tell it personally to him”
“Do you want me to stay with you in your apartment?” Ryo asked thinking Jin needs a friend to talk to tonight.”I can make excuses to Tat-chan for tonight”
“Nah, I’ll be fine, Ryo. Thanks for the help.”
“Anou, Jin?”
“Hai.”
“I’ll be saying this to you so you won’t be surprised.” Ryo started. “Well, someone had been hitting on or should I say courting Kazuya even after he had his amnesia. And it seems like Kazuya had given him a chance now.”
“Huh? Who is it?” Jin asked surprised.
“Visit Kazuya tomorrow and you’ll find out.
“Why keep it a secret?” Jin glared.
“For fun?” Ryo grinned and Jin just got more annoyed.
The next day as they planned, Jin went to visit KAT-TUN. He made sure that they are done with their rehearsal when he comes so that they’ll have more time to talk. Ryo guided him to KAT-TUN’s new dressing room but left him immediately to give him time to boost his confidence to talk to Kazuya.
Jin just stands in front of the door for a few minutes before knocking. And as he knocks someone immediately opened it. Both were surprised, but it was Jin who first talked.
“Hello, Kazu” Jin smiled. Kazuya was surprised seeing Jin. He never thought Jin would go back to Japan after he received a new role for a movie. And also it has been awhile since Jin visited their dressing room. If Jin had shown his face in this dressing room 2 years ago, Kazuya is probably hugging him right now but Jin had been 2 years late now. Kazuya had decided to move on and forget about him.
“Jin?” The others shouted as they saw who knocked on the door. The others are packing their stuffs as well.
“When did you arrive?” Yuichi asked.
“Just last night” He answered.
“I’ll be going now. Otsukaremashita” Kazuya bowed to them but beforeh e could go out of the room, Jin had held his hand.
“Kazuya, Could we talk?” Jin pleaded.
“I can’t, I am on a hurry. I got plans for tonight” As Kazuya replied someone arrived.
“Hey, Kazuya” The said man greeted Kazuya.
“Tsuyoshi-san” Kazuya smiled and walk next to the man.”Let’s go?” Kazuya said as Jin just watch the two walk away.
“EH? Tsuyoshi? Eh I thought that guy is married?” Jin whispered so that no could hear him.
“Let’s have a drink tonight as your welcome back celebration?” Koki said.
“I think I need that” Jin mumbled as they headed out of the room.
To Be Continued....
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i mention it before ne, that i got stuck in chapter 19 and i do not know what to write anymore so yeah, i thought of putting another character....Tsuyoshi-san wont really have a big role in this fic.....just someone to make jin jealous:)
so i hope you liked this chapter....^^
sorry if its getting boring.....
im writing chapt 22 now and this might end at chapter 23 or 24...:DD
anou also, after this fic i might f-locked my account, sorry:(
so to those that i wasn't able to add back please do comment here or in my intro post...:)
im locking my account since after this fic i wont be around until christmas break or april 2013...im still not sure if i could go on hiatus though..xDD akame, fanfics and kat-tun has been part of my everyday life so its hard to be on hiatus from fandom...:DDD but i think i really can't..xDDD
but thank you so much for still reading this...
as always comments and feedback are loved♥♥♥^.^