[fic] Of Misunderstandings and Jealousy (Chapter 4)
Title: Misunderstandings and Jealousy
Pairing: Kokame, Maruda, Nakame, Koda
Genre: Romance, Drama,fluff
Summary: Koki had hurt Kazuya so now how could he win Kazuya back?And what if their problems affected Yuichi and Tatsuya as well? it’s just about me getting jealous of koda interactions again..hmf!
A/N: I’m actually planning to write a very angsty one but when I started it I wanted it to be fluffy and funny so the way I write it is kind of confusing for me..xDDD…I don’t know if im gonna write angst, fluff or crack..xD gomen na:D and its my first kokame multichap..im used with writing kokame based on their real life interactions, I mean everytime there’s an evidence ill write a story inspired by that so im not really used with kokame multichap…I hope this is going to be fine…
Previous Chapter/s: Chapter 1, Chapter 2, Chapter 3
Chapter 4
Yuichi and Kazuya were on the way home when Kazuya requested Yuichi to drive him into some place first. Yuichi was curious and scared at the same time, they drove into a dark place and seems like there are no houses near it. All he can see are fields, mountains and trees.
“Yuichi don’t stop here, drive a little further” Kazuya requested.
“Kazuya it’s so dark here can’t you see! If you are planning some pranks on me, I’ll kill you for real!” Maru shouted as Kazuya laughed at that.
“I am not planning any pranks, ok. Please trust me” Kazuya just smiled and Maru gave in. As he drove further and they arrive, he was amazed by the view. Kazuya told him to stop and they both of them went out of the car.
“Are we still in Tokyo?” Maru asked.
“Of course we are. Though we are far from the crowded and noisy city” Kazuya smiled. “Look!” Kazuya pointed at the sky.
“Wow. Meteor Shower” Maru smiled seeing the beautiful city light at the same time watching the meteor shower that is clearly seen by the naked eye. “Sugoi!”
“I saw it on the news a week ago. I planned to watch it with Koki but obviously that is impossible now” Kazuya said sadly while still looking at the sky. Maru felt sad for the younger, he hopes that the two would talk about it, it’s better for them to break up completely than being like this where there seems to be no closure and both will not move on.
“Kazu, If you don’t want him back, go to Koki’s house tomorrow, break up completely and stop thinking or talking about him. You both deserve to move on.” Maru advised. “A message on a phone or email will not do well. Talk to him personally. But that is if you don’t love him anymore” Maru added as Kazuya nods
“I guess we should really end this. I am letting him go, Yuichi” Kazuya said sadly.
“Are you sure you don’t love him? It might hurt you more” Maru said somehow regretting his first statement.
“Ahh I don’t know!! I don’t know what to do anymore” Kazuya pouted. “Ne let’s drink instead” He said as he lifted a case of bear from the back of the car.
“When did you buy those?” Maru shouted.
“When we were still in the dressing room, I told you I will grab something to drink, didn’t I?” Kazuya grinned. “I bought some cigars too” He added then lighted one.
“When did you start smoking again?” Maru asked.
“After the rehearsal, I felt so stressed so yeah, I bought some” Kazuya said honestly.
“You know that it’s bad for you” Maru said taking the cigarette from Kazuya.
“You are acting like an old man” Kazuya pouted.
“I don’t care. I am allowing you to drink but just a little, ok?” Maru raised an eyebrow and Kazuya just nodded.
“Ne, Yuichi, thanks for being here with me” Kazuya said offering him a beer.
“No problem” Maru replied to him.
The two started drinking and unfortunately for Maru, Kazuya didn’t follow his orders. Kazuya drank the beer, bottle after bottle. And Maru who got carried away drank too much than he wants to drink, he got no choice but to take the drunk and whiney Kazuya home.
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Meanwhile, Koki and Tatsuya are in the VIP section of a bar. The two keeps on drinking yet they are avoiding being drunk as what Koki promised to Tatsuya. All they wanted is to have fun but it is impossible since their minds are full of thoughts about Kazuya and Yuichi.
“It’s going to be Christmas soon. And all I want for Christmas is to fix what happened to me and Yuichi.” Tatsuya who is slightly drunk blurted out while drinking more.
“You guys are going to be ok”
“Kazuya and you had almost 4 happy years being lovers. While Yuichi and I are just friends and when he told me he loves I fucked things up” Tatsuya said.
“You didn’t do anything wrong. You just don’t have the courage to apologize and explained to him what happened.” Koki advised.
“You’re right. We never really talked about it. I guess both me and him became more worried for you and Kazu than our own relationship. But I still won’t talk to him about it. He should be the one to talk to me first” Tatsuya said stubbornly then drink again, Koki just sighed.
“Pride, pride may ruin the relationship you know. And as you said you’re not even in a relationship with him yet” Koki slightly laughed at that. Tatsuya wasn’t able to reply since he is now leaning on the table with eyes closed.
“And he is the one who told me not to get drunk” Koki mumbled to himself. He looks at his own drink thinking about Kazuya. Kazuya get drunk easily, he remembered that their first actually happened when they had a few drinks in this same bar 4 years ago.
Flashback
“Koki I want one more!” Kazuya shouted as Koki stopped him from drinking another glass.
“No, Kazuya! You can’t even stand straight anymore” Koki stopped him again. They were there to celebrate the success of their Cartoon Kat-tun concert. Koki was actually happy to see Kazuya like that because 6 months ago Kazuya was drinking a lot not to celebrate but because he was depressed due to him and Jin’s break up. Jin had moved on easily since he was the one who broke up with Kazuya. They hadn’t talked clearly since Jin had to go to LA after the break up, and when Jin tries to call, Kazuya will reject it still feeling the bitterness of Jin’s words when he broke up with him. It took five months before Kazuya talked to Jin again and that somehow made Kazuya’s situation easier, by talking to Jin calmly he had let go of the feelings and finally moved on.
“Of course I still can, I’m sober enough to know what I am doing” Kazuya said then grinned at Koki. They both became really close since Koki was always there for him. Koki was really sad seeing Kazuya depressed because of Jin but after he saw how Kazuya talked to Jin when Jin came back he knew Kazuya had really moved on and somehow he felt some hope.
“Fine one more bottle but after that I’ll take you home” Koki said.
“Hai, one more bottle then I’ll go home” Kazuya smiled. Kazuya felt like drinking today. The last time he did was because he wanted to get drunk and forget but today is different, he drink because he is happy. After his last bottle Koki carried Kazuya out of the bar and into his car. He is still awake though Kazuya refused to walk so Koki carried him instead. When they reached Kazuya’s house Koki helped the younger go up to his room. He gently put Kazuya in the bed and help him change his clothes.
“I’ll be going now Kazuya, goodnight” He whispered into Kazuya’s ear gently stroking the younger’s hair.
“Koki aishiteru” Kazuya mumbled which made Koki stopped. He leaned down again near Kazu’s ear and whispered ‘I love you too’.
Koki walked out of the house thinking that Kazuya won’t remember anything the next day so it was fine to confess his feelings. But he was wrong.
The next morning Kazuya called telling him that what he said last night was true, he wasn’t drunk enough to not remember anything or say something he didn’t mean to, he even told Koki that he heard Koki’s reply of ‘I love you too’. Koki felt shy and happy after hearing it from Kazuya, he didn’t expect that the younger really love him as well. That day was the start of their good relationship, they dated for a month then after that they officially became a couple.
End of Flashback
“Kazu, I miss you” Koki mumbled and followed Tatsuya into the dreamland.
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The next morning, or rather afternoon since it’s almost 12:30, Kazuya woke up with Maru by his side. He can’t remember much on what happened last night, they probably got too drunk and Maru just help him go to bed. Maru who isn’t much of a drinker as well had probably just fallen as sleep beside him. Kazuya tried to sit down but the pain increased. He groaned when he tried to stand up and just then the door opened.
“Koki?” Kazu’s eyes widen.
“Kazuya?” Koki shook his head and closed the door.
“Koki!!” Kazuya shouted and run after Koki. “It wasn’t what you think it is!” he reasoned and stopped Koki from walking away.
“Really? You on the bed with Nakamaru”
“Do you seriously think I would do that with Yuichi.” Kazuya asked. “ah and beside why do I need to explain it to you” Kazuya asked loudly but the question was actually to his self. “Don’t look at me like I cheated on you. It was you whom I saw with Tatsuya”
“At least I didn’t slept with him. Damn it!”
“So you really think I slept with Yuichi?” Tears fell from Kazuya’s eyes. “Do you even know how hurt I was when I saw you with Tatsuya before? And now you are accusing me of something that you know I won’t do. I am so stupid to think that we can still fix this” Kazuya shouted. He was so frustrated and disappointed that Koki didn’t trust him.
“Yuichi was right. We should totally end this. We should make it clear that there is no us anymore.” Kazuya added and run back to the room as Koki went out. Koki did not argue anymore, it seems like there is no hope for them anymore, maybe they should really move on now.
“Was that Koki?” Maru immediately asked when Kazuya went back inside the room. Kazuya just nod as a reply.
“We are both immature to handle this. Damn! I hate it!” Kazuya shouted. Maru hugged Kazuya seeing that the younger is in edge of crying.
“I’m sorry, I think I had really terrible headache yesterday. But I should have not slept here”
“It’s not your fault. We are the problem here, it is my and Koki’s mistakes.” Kazuya said.
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As days passed, Maru and Tatsuya had started talking with each other though not about their personal problems. As the oldest members of Kat-tun they knew that they should get along for the sake of the group. Their rehearsal went better compared to last time but Koki and Kazuya is still not talking nor looking at each other. The two had decided to be like that and let time heal everything for them. But both Tatsuya and Maru knew it won’t heal just like that, because the two won’t be able to take it, to be separated from each other for so long.
TBC....
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:D DOnt get mad at Koki or kame or me..please~!..xD
yesterday was Koki's bday! happy birthday to him:D
this was the bday post i made http://kazu-chan-love.livejournal.com/26971.html#cutid1
and as always comments are loved and appreciated^^♥♥♥
Pairing: Kokame, Maruda, Nakame, Koda
Genre: Romance, Drama,fluff
Summary: Koki had hurt Kazuya so now how could he win Kazuya back?And what if their problems affected Yuichi and Tatsuya as well? it’s just about me getting jealous of koda interactions again..hmf!
A/N: I’m actually planning to write a very angsty one but when I started it I wanted it to be fluffy and funny so the way I write it is kind of confusing for me..xDDD…I don’t know if im gonna write angst, fluff or crack..xD gomen na:D and its my first kokame multichap..im used with writing kokame based on their real life interactions, I mean everytime there’s an evidence ill write a story inspired by that so im not really used with kokame multichap…I hope this is going to be fine…
Previous Chapter/s: Chapter 1, Chapter 2, Chapter 3
Chapter 4
Yuichi and Kazuya were on the way home when Kazuya requested Yuichi to drive him into some place first. Yuichi was curious and scared at the same time, they drove into a dark place and seems like there are no houses near it. All he can see are fields, mountains and trees.
“Yuichi don’t stop here, drive a little further” Kazuya requested.
“Kazuya it’s so dark here can’t you see! If you are planning some pranks on me, I’ll kill you for real!” Maru shouted as Kazuya laughed at that.
“I am not planning any pranks, ok. Please trust me” Kazuya just smiled and Maru gave in. As he drove further and they arrive, he was amazed by the view. Kazuya told him to stop and they both of them went out of the car.
“Are we still in Tokyo?” Maru asked.
“Of course we are. Though we are far from the crowded and noisy city” Kazuya smiled. “Look!” Kazuya pointed at the sky.
“Wow. Meteor Shower” Maru smiled seeing the beautiful city light at the same time watching the meteor shower that is clearly seen by the naked eye. “Sugoi!”
“I saw it on the news a week ago. I planned to watch it with Koki but obviously that is impossible now” Kazuya said sadly while still looking at the sky. Maru felt sad for the younger, he hopes that the two would talk about it, it’s better for them to break up completely than being like this where there seems to be no closure and both will not move on.
“Kazu, If you don’t want him back, go to Koki’s house tomorrow, break up completely and stop thinking or talking about him. You both deserve to move on.” Maru advised. “A message on a phone or email will not do well. Talk to him personally. But that is if you don’t love him anymore” Maru added as Kazuya nods
“I guess we should really end this. I am letting him go, Yuichi” Kazuya said sadly.
“Are you sure you don’t love him? It might hurt you more” Maru said somehow regretting his first statement.
“Ahh I don’t know!! I don’t know what to do anymore” Kazuya pouted. “Ne let’s drink instead” He said as he lifted a case of bear from the back of the car.
“When did you buy those?” Maru shouted.
“When we were still in the dressing room, I told you I will grab something to drink, didn’t I?” Kazuya grinned. “I bought some cigars too” He added then lighted one.
“When did you start smoking again?” Maru asked.
“After the rehearsal, I felt so stressed so yeah, I bought some” Kazuya said honestly.
“You know that it’s bad for you” Maru said taking the cigarette from Kazuya.
“You are acting like an old man” Kazuya pouted.
“I don’t care. I am allowing you to drink but just a little, ok?” Maru raised an eyebrow and Kazuya just nodded.
“Ne, Yuichi, thanks for being here with me” Kazuya said offering him a beer.
“No problem” Maru replied to him.
The two started drinking and unfortunately for Maru, Kazuya didn’t follow his orders. Kazuya drank the beer, bottle after bottle. And Maru who got carried away drank too much than he wants to drink, he got no choice but to take the drunk and whiney Kazuya home.
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Meanwhile, Koki and Tatsuya are in the VIP section of a bar. The two keeps on drinking yet they are avoiding being drunk as what Koki promised to Tatsuya. All they wanted is to have fun but it is impossible since their minds are full of thoughts about Kazuya and Yuichi.
“It’s going to be Christmas soon. And all I want for Christmas is to fix what happened to me and Yuichi.” Tatsuya who is slightly drunk blurted out while drinking more.
“You guys are going to be ok”
“Kazuya and you had almost 4 happy years being lovers. While Yuichi and I are just friends and when he told me he loves I fucked things up” Tatsuya said.
“You didn’t do anything wrong. You just don’t have the courage to apologize and explained to him what happened.” Koki advised.
“You’re right. We never really talked about it. I guess both me and him became more worried for you and Kazu than our own relationship. But I still won’t talk to him about it. He should be the one to talk to me first” Tatsuya said stubbornly then drink again, Koki just sighed.
“Pride, pride may ruin the relationship you know. And as you said you’re not even in a relationship with him yet” Koki slightly laughed at that. Tatsuya wasn’t able to reply since he is now leaning on the table with eyes closed.
“And he is the one who told me not to get drunk” Koki mumbled to himself. He looks at his own drink thinking about Kazuya. Kazuya get drunk easily, he remembered that their first actually happened when they had a few drinks in this same bar 4 years ago.
Flashback
“Koki I want one more!” Kazuya shouted as Koki stopped him from drinking another glass.
“No, Kazuya! You can’t even stand straight anymore” Koki stopped him again. They were there to celebrate the success of their Cartoon Kat-tun concert. Koki was actually happy to see Kazuya like that because 6 months ago Kazuya was drinking a lot not to celebrate but because he was depressed due to him and Jin’s break up. Jin had moved on easily since he was the one who broke up with Kazuya. They hadn’t talked clearly since Jin had to go to LA after the break up, and when Jin tries to call, Kazuya will reject it still feeling the bitterness of Jin’s words when he broke up with him. It took five months before Kazuya talked to Jin again and that somehow made Kazuya’s situation easier, by talking to Jin calmly he had let go of the feelings and finally moved on.
“Of course I still can, I’m sober enough to know what I am doing” Kazuya said then grinned at Koki. They both became really close since Koki was always there for him. Koki was really sad seeing Kazuya depressed because of Jin but after he saw how Kazuya talked to Jin when Jin came back he knew Kazuya had really moved on and somehow he felt some hope.
“Fine one more bottle but after that I’ll take you home” Koki said.
“Hai, one more bottle then I’ll go home” Kazuya smiled. Kazuya felt like drinking today. The last time he did was because he wanted to get drunk and forget but today is different, he drink because he is happy. After his last bottle Koki carried Kazuya out of the bar and into his car. He is still awake though Kazuya refused to walk so Koki carried him instead. When they reached Kazuya’s house Koki helped the younger go up to his room. He gently put Kazuya in the bed and help him change his clothes.
“I’ll be going now Kazuya, goodnight” He whispered into Kazuya’s ear gently stroking the younger’s hair.
“Koki aishiteru” Kazuya mumbled which made Koki stopped. He leaned down again near Kazu’s ear and whispered ‘I love you too’.
Koki walked out of the house thinking that Kazuya won’t remember anything the next day so it was fine to confess his feelings. But he was wrong.
The next morning Kazuya called telling him that what he said last night was true, he wasn’t drunk enough to not remember anything or say something he didn’t mean to, he even told Koki that he heard Koki’s reply of ‘I love you too’. Koki felt shy and happy after hearing it from Kazuya, he didn’t expect that the younger really love him as well. That day was the start of their good relationship, they dated for a month then after that they officially became a couple.
End of Flashback
“Kazu, I miss you” Koki mumbled and followed Tatsuya into the dreamland.
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The next morning, or rather afternoon since it’s almost 12:30, Kazuya woke up with Maru by his side. He can’t remember much on what happened last night, they probably got too drunk and Maru just help him go to bed. Maru who isn’t much of a drinker as well had probably just fallen as sleep beside him. Kazuya tried to sit down but the pain increased. He groaned when he tried to stand up and just then the door opened.
“Koki?” Kazu’s eyes widen.
“Kazuya?” Koki shook his head and closed the door.
“Koki!!” Kazuya shouted and run after Koki. “It wasn’t what you think it is!” he reasoned and stopped Koki from walking away.
“Really? You on the bed with Nakamaru”
“Do you seriously think I would do that with Yuichi.” Kazuya asked. “ah and beside why do I need to explain it to you” Kazuya asked loudly but the question was actually to his self. “Don’t look at me like I cheated on you. It was you whom I saw with Tatsuya”
“At least I didn’t slept with him. Damn it!”
“So you really think I slept with Yuichi?” Tears fell from Kazuya’s eyes. “Do you even know how hurt I was when I saw you with Tatsuya before? And now you are accusing me of something that you know I won’t do. I am so stupid to think that we can still fix this” Kazuya shouted. He was so frustrated and disappointed that Koki didn’t trust him.
“Yuichi was right. We should totally end this. We should make it clear that there is no us anymore.” Kazuya added and run back to the room as Koki went out. Koki did not argue anymore, it seems like there is no hope for them anymore, maybe they should really move on now.
“Was that Koki?” Maru immediately asked when Kazuya went back inside the room. Kazuya just nod as a reply.
“We are both immature to handle this. Damn! I hate it!” Kazuya shouted. Maru hugged Kazuya seeing that the younger is in edge of crying.
“I’m sorry, I think I had really terrible headache yesterday. But I should have not slept here”
“It’s not your fault. We are the problem here, it is my and Koki’s mistakes.” Kazuya said.
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As days passed, Maru and Tatsuya had started talking with each other though not about their personal problems. As the oldest members of Kat-tun they knew that they should get along for the sake of the group. Their rehearsal went better compared to last time but Koki and Kazuya is still not talking nor looking at each other. The two had decided to be like that and let time heal everything for them. But both Tatsuya and Maru knew it won’t heal just like that, because the two won’t be able to take it, to be separated from each other for so long.
TBC....
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:D DOnt get mad at Koki or kame or me..please~!..xD
yesterday was Koki's bday! happy birthday to him:D
this was the bday post i made http://kazu-chan-love.livejournal.com/26971.html#cutid1
and as always comments are loved and appreciated^^♥♥♥