[fic] Of Misunderstandings and Jealousy (Chapter 3)
Title: Misunderstandings and Jealousy
Pairing: Kokame, Maruda, Nakame, Koda
Genre: Romance, Drama,fluff
Summary: Koki had hurt Kazuya so now how could he win Kazuya back?And what if their problems affected Yuichi and Tatsuya as well? it’s just about me getting jealous of koda interactions again..hmf!
A/N: I’m actually planning to write a very angsty one but when I started it I wanted it to be fluffy and funny so the way I write it is kind of confusing for me..xDDD…I don’t know if im gonna write angst, fluff or crack..xD gomen na:D and its my first kokame multichap..im used with writing kokame based on their real life interactions, I mean everytime there’s an evidence ill write a story inspired by that so im not really used with kokame multichap…I hope this is going to be fine…
Previous Chapter/s: Chapter 1, Chapter 2
Chapter3
It’s been a week now since Kazuya last saw Koki. Koki had tried to call him but he didn’t answer any of the calls. There are only two things that might happen if he answers those calls, Koki apologizing then Kazuya will forgive him immediately without thinking about being hurt again or Koki would totally break it up to him which he knows would hurt a lot. ‘But yeah what happened to them surely meant that they are over’,Kazuya thought sadly.
KAT-TUN will be having a rehearsal today for one of their guessing next week to promote their single. Kazuya doesn’t know how he would face Koki. He also feels sad that what happened may also affect his and Tatsuya’s friendship. If those to really loves each other, it is ok for him but he will be hurt, he loves Koki so much that he doesn’t really wanted to completely give up on him.
“Hey, Are you ok?” Maru asked as he saw Kazuya who is cooking the breakfast frowning.
“Im fine, but I missed him.” Kazuya said as he served the meal. He didn’t what he is feeling since he knew Maru could see right through him.
“You love him too much”
“I know”
“Then why don’t you talk to him?”
“I don’t want to get hurt again”
“Kazu, being hurt is part of a relationship. But yes, I think you still needed more time, both of you needed time to realize if you both really love and needed each other.” Maru explained
“Yeah I guess we needed time to cool off” Kazuya mumbled as Maru just nod. “Finish your breakfast quickly and we will be heading to the jimusho” Kazuya ordered.
“Eh?? But it is still early” Maru whined and started to munch his food.
“I don’t want to be late. You are always late, time to change that habit, Yuichi” Kazuya just smiled.
“Fine!” Maru just pouted.
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Kazuya was standing in front of their dressing room which is closed. He can hear Tatsuya, Koki and Junno’s voice inside and he is really nervous about facing Koki and Tatsuya. He took a deep breath and let Maru open the door and go in first.
“Ohayou~! Both greeted without looking at Koki and Tatsuya.
“Eh?? Maru you are early” Junno laughed.
“With Kazuya leaving in my house, I can never be late!” Maru wanted to answer but he just smiled and nodded
instead. Both Koki and Tatsuya knew why even though Maru didn’t answer Junno loudly.
Everyone became silent after Yuichi and Kazuya came. Fortunately for them, Junno was too focused on the game he was playing to notice it because they can’t really answer if ever their KY member will ask anything. Kazuya sat on the couch which is on the other side of the room and far from Tatsuya and Koki while Maru sat beside. They still have few minutes before the rehearsal starts but for the four of them it seems like forever. Kame leaned his head on Maru’s shoulder, his head is hurting due too much nervousness being with Tatsuya and Koki on the same room, he doesn’t know how would he react or talked to them anymore. Maru was always shy and became stiff every time Kazuya flirts especially in front of the camera but he likes seeing that Kazuya rather than this Kazuya who seem really sad now, Maru ruffled Kazuya hair, silently saying that everything will be fine.
Koki is silently watching the two on the other side of the room, He saw that Kazuya leaned his head on Maru’s shoulder as Maru gently brushed Kazuya’s hair and Koki felt jealous seeing that. Tatsuya who saw Koki’s reaction poked him to get his attention.
“Instead of being jealous why don’t you try talking to him to fix this misunderstanding?” Tatsuya said.
“I can’t! He is still mad at me, he might not listen” Koki explained.
“Then what? You will wait for the time that Kazuya would learn to love Yuichi to get over you?” Tatsuya glared at Koki as Koki glared back.
“Don’t say something like that. I know Kazuya, he won’t fall for Yuichi just to get over me. I don’t want him to get over me” Koki said sadly.
“But that doesn’t mean that he won’t really fall for Yuichi. Yuichi is caring and loving, something that lacks from you this past months” Tatsuya pushed more so Koki would finally apologize.
“Fine! I’ll talk to him later, after the rehearsal.” Koki said.
The rehearsal doesn’t go well. They made a lot of mistakes since they are still avoiding and not talking to each other. Their choreographer noticed their lack of focus so they are all scolded for that. Junno had asked them what is wrong but they just made up an excuse. They hadn’t perfect the steps but after the choreographer taught all the steps he had no choice but to let them rest and told them that they will just practice again before performing because they are obviously not in the condition today.
They went back to the dressing room with gloomy face. Personal problems should not affect their work, they should be professionals but they weren’t able to control themselves.
“It is ok ne? Maybe today is really not a good day for rehearsals” Junno said then says goodbye to everyone.
Kazuya went out telling them he’ll grab something to drink. He bought some juice then went to the roof top. This day was really tiring, at least the fresh air from the roof top will calm him down.
Flashback
“Kame, why do you like staying here at the roof top?” Koki asked. He had noticed that Kazuya often go to the rooftop when they are taking breaks. He knows Kazu is having a hard time because of the yarakashi so he followed the young man, Koki knows it would be better if Kazuya has someone with him.
“You can see the sky clearly and being here made me feel calm. I could forget all the stress by just being here” Kazuya answered.
“If you have problems, it’s good that you come here to feel relax but never forget that we are here too” Koki said
“Somehow I just don’t get why some people hates me that much” Kazuya said sadly. What happened to him did really hit him hard. ‘Shut up kamenashi, go die’ it hurts that much hearing it from the audience.
“You are famous that’s why you got a lot of haters. Let them hate you. There are a lot more people who love you. Don’t let them bring you down because we are here for you”
“I’m sorry if it looks like I’m stealing the spot light all the time. I am just nervous and somehow I tend to talked too much.” Kazuya apologized as tears falls from his eyes. Koki hugged him tight
“Hey, you didn’t do anything wrong.” Koki assured him. “If some people thinks like that, well we don’t. They don’t have any idea how caring you are towards us”
“But…”
“Bakame! It was nothing. Don’t think too much” Koki said still hugging Kazuya.
“You are surprisingly caring, you know” Kazuya looked at Koki while still hugging him and finally smiled.
End of flashback
Tears fell from Kazuya’s eyes by just remembering those times. They were still just friends during that time but Koki cared for him so much already. He missed Koki so much but he can’t do anything, it seems that it’s the end for them now. “I shouldn’t have gone here. This place made me remember a lot of things” Kazuya mumbled to himself.
Meanwhile in their dressing room, Koki was just waiting for Kazuya to come back. Tatsuya had convinced him to talk to the younger and fix their relationship. They knew this is bad since its affecting their work already. Yuichi was still sitting on the couch on the other side of the room waiting for Kazuya, few minutes later both Tatsuya and Koki heard his phone ring.
“Kazu? Where are you” Maru answered.
“Anou…I’m in the parking lot already. Let’s go home now” Kazuya said.
“But I thought you are just getting something to drink”
“But I want to go home now. Could you get my bag as well?” Kazuya said and Yuichi knew the other was grinning widely on the other line.
“Ok, I will. Ill hung up now. Bye” Maru said and immediately went to Kazuya’s desk to pack up the younger’s things.
“You’re going now?” Maru stopped when he heard Tatsuya’s voice behind him.
“hai!” He answered without looking back.
“You will not wait for Kazu to come back?” Tatsuya asked.
“He’s in the parking lot now waiting for me” Maru answered lifting his and Kazuya’s bag “I’ll be going now. Jya~!” He added and quickly walked away.
“That’s why I don’t to talk to Kazuya. He will not listen!” Koki immediately told to Tatsuya.
“Shut up! We knew that Yuichi is just a coward that’s why he walked away. I and Yuichi may not fix this because there were no us after all. But you and Kazu, well I believe he’ll listen to you” Tatsuya explained as Koki just nods.
“I feel like drinking tonight” Koki suddenly shouted
“I am so not coming with you”
“We will not get drunk, we’ll just drink to at least forget our problems” Koki said sadly.
“Fine. Let’s go” Tatsuya went out followed by Koki. Of course he can’t leave Koki alone he knows that Koki is feeling sad because of what is happening to his and Kazuya’s relationship. Tatsuya just hopes that they’ll fix this.
TBC.....
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im really sorry for the late update..
lj wont let me update yesterday..*pouts*
but yay! finally chapter 3..:D
as always comments are loved♥♥♥
Pairing: Kokame, Maruda, Nakame, Koda
Genre: Romance, Drama,fluff
Summary: Koki had hurt Kazuya so now how could he win Kazuya back?And what if their problems affected Yuichi and Tatsuya as well? it’s just about me getting jealous of koda interactions again..hmf!
A/N: I’m actually planning to write a very angsty one but when I started it I wanted it to be fluffy and funny so the way I write it is kind of confusing for me..xDDD…I don’t know if im gonna write angst, fluff or crack..xD gomen na:D and its my first kokame multichap..im used with writing kokame based on their real life interactions, I mean everytime there’s an evidence ill write a story inspired by that so im not really used with kokame multichap…I hope this is going to be fine…
Previous Chapter/s: Chapter 1, Chapter 2
Chapter3
It’s been a week now since Kazuya last saw Koki. Koki had tried to call him but he didn’t answer any of the calls. There are only two things that might happen if he answers those calls, Koki apologizing then Kazuya will forgive him immediately without thinking about being hurt again or Koki would totally break it up to him which he knows would hurt a lot. ‘But yeah what happened to them surely meant that they are over’,Kazuya thought sadly.
KAT-TUN will be having a rehearsal today for one of their guessing next week to promote their single. Kazuya doesn’t know how he would face Koki. He also feels sad that what happened may also affect his and Tatsuya’s friendship. If those to really loves each other, it is ok for him but he will be hurt, he loves Koki so much that he doesn’t really wanted to completely give up on him.
“Hey, Are you ok?” Maru asked as he saw Kazuya who is cooking the breakfast frowning.
“Im fine, but I missed him.” Kazuya said as he served the meal. He didn’t what he is feeling since he knew Maru could see right through him.
“You love him too much”
“I know”
“Then why don’t you talk to him?”
“I don’t want to get hurt again”
“Kazu, being hurt is part of a relationship. But yes, I think you still needed more time, both of you needed time to realize if you both really love and needed each other.” Maru explained
“Yeah I guess we needed time to cool off” Kazuya mumbled as Maru just nod. “Finish your breakfast quickly and we will be heading to the jimusho” Kazuya ordered.
“Eh?? But it is still early” Maru whined and started to munch his food.
“I don’t want to be late. You are always late, time to change that habit, Yuichi” Kazuya just smiled.
“Fine!” Maru just pouted.
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Kazuya was standing in front of their dressing room which is closed. He can hear Tatsuya, Koki and Junno’s voice inside and he is really nervous about facing Koki and Tatsuya. He took a deep breath and let Maru open the door and go in first.
“Ohayou~! Both greeted without looking at Koki and Tatsuya.
“Eh?? Maru you are early” Junno laughed.
“With Kazuya leaving in my house, I can never be late!” Maru wanted to answer but he just smiled and nodded
instead. Both Koki and Tatsuya knew why even though Maru didn’t answer Junno loudly.
Everyone became silent after Yuichi and Kazuya came. Fortunately for them, Junno was too focused on the game he was playing to notice it because they can’t really answer if ever their KY member will ask anything. Kazuya sat on the couch which is on the other side of the room and far from Tatsuya and Koki while Maru sat beside. They still have few minutes before the rehearsal starts but for the four of them it seems like forever. Kame leaned his head on Maru’s shoulder, his head is hurting due too much nervousness being with Tatsuya and Koki on the same room, he doesn’t know how would he react or talked to them anymore. Maru was always shy and became stiff every time Kazuya flirts especially in front of the camera but he likes seeing that Kazuya rather than this Kazuya who seem really sad now, Maru ruffled Kazuya hair, silently saying that everything will be fine.
Koki is silently watching the two on the other side of the room, He saw that Kazuya leaned his head on Maru’s shoulder as Maru gently brushed Kazuya’s hair and Koki felt jealous seeing that. Tatsuya who saw Koki’s reaction poked him to get his attention.
“Instead of being jealous why don’t you try talking to him to fix this misunderstanding?” Tatsuya said.
“I can’t! He is still mad at me, he might not listen” Koki explained.
“Then what? You will wait for the time that Kazuya would learn to love Yuichi to get over you?” Tatsuya glared at Koki as Koki glared back.
“Don’t say something like that. I know Kazuya, he won’t fall for Yuichi just to get over me. I don’t want him to get over me” Koki said sadly.
“But that doesn’t mean that he won’t really fall for Yuichi. Yuichi is caring and loving, something that lacks from you this past months” Tatsuya pushed more so Koki would finally apologize.
“Fine! I’ll talk to him later, after the rehearsal.” Koki said.
The rehearsal doesn’t go well. They made a lot of mistakes since they are still avoiding and not talking to each other. Their choreographer noticed their lack of focus so they are all scolded for that. Junno had asked them what is wrong but they just made up an excuse. They hadn’t perfect the steps but after the choreographer taught all the steps he had no choice but to let them rest and told them that they will just practice again before performing because they are obviously not in the condition today.
They went back to the dressing room with gloomy face. Personal problems should not affect their work, they should be professionals but they weren’t able to control themselves.
“It is ok ne? Maybe today is really not a good day for rehearsals” Junno said then says goodbye to everyone.
Kazuya went out telling them he’ll grab something to drink. He bought some juice then went to the roof top. This day was really tiring, at least the fresh air from the roof top will calm him down.
Flashback
“Kame, why do you like staying here at the roof top?” Koki asked. He had noticed that Kazuya often go to the rooftop when they are taking breaks. He knows Kazu is having a hard time because of the yarakashi so he followed the young man, Koki knows it would be better if Kazuya has someone with him.
“You can see the sky clearly and being here made me feel calm. I could forget all the stress by just being here” Kazuya answered.
“If you have problems, it’s good that you come here to feel relax but never forget that we are here too” Koki said
“Somehow I just don’t get why some people hates me that much” Kazuya said sadly. What happened to him did really hit him hard. ‘Shut up kamenashi, go die’ it hurts that much hearing it from the audience.
“You are famous that’s why you got a lot of haters. Let them hate you. There are a lot more people who love you. Don’t let them bring you down because we are here for you”
“I’m sorry if it looks like I’m stealing the spot light all the time. I am just nervous and somehow I tend to talked too much.” Kazuya apologized as tears falls from his eyes. Koki hugged him tight
“Hey, you didn’t do anything wrong.” Koki assured him. “If some people thinks like that, well we don’t. They don’t have any idea how caring you are towards us”
“But…”
“Bakame! It was nothing. Don’t think too much” Koki said still hugging Kazuya.
“You are surprisingly caring, you know” Kazuya looked at Koki while still hugging him and finally smiled.
End of flashback
Tears fell from Kazuya’s eyes by just remembering those times. They were still just friends during that time but Koki cared for him so much already. He missed Koki so much but he can’t do anything, it seems that it’s the end for them now. “I shouldn’t have gone here. This place made me remember a lot of things” Kazuya mumbled to himself.
Meanwhile in their dressing room, Koki was just waiting for Kazuya to come back. Tatsuya had convinced him to talk to the younger and fix their relationship. They knew this is bad since its affecting their work already. Yuichi was still sitting on the couch on the other side of the room waiting for Kazuya, few minutes later both Tatsuya and Koki heard his phone ring.
“Kazu? Where are you” Maru answered.
“Anou…I’m in the parking lot already. Let’s go home now” Kazuya said.
“But I thought you are just getting something to drink”
“But I want to go home now. Could you get my bag as well?” Kazuya said and Yuichi knew the other was grinning widely on the other line.
“Ok, I will. Ill hung up now. Bye” Maru said and immediately went to Kazuya’s desk to pack up the younger’s things.
“You’re going now?” Maru stopped when he heard Tatsuya’s voice behind him.
“hai!” He answered without looking back.
“You will not wait for Kazu to come back?” Tatsuya asked.
“He’s in the parking lot now waiting for me” Maru answered lifting his and Kazuya’s bag “I’ll be going now. Jya~!” He added and quickly walked away.
“That’s why I don’t to talk to Kazuya. He will not listen!” Koki immediately told to Tatsuya.
“Shut up! We knew that Yuichi is just a coward that’s why he walked away. I and Yuichi may not fix this because there were no us after all. But you and Kazu, well I believe he’ll listen to you” Tatsuya explained as Koki just nods.
“I feel like drinking tonight” Koki suddenly shouted
“I am so not coming with you”
“We will not get drunk, we’ll just drink to at least forget our problems” Koki said sadly.
“Fine. Let’s go” Tatsuya went out followed by Koki. Of course he can’t leave Koki alone he knows that Koki is feeling sad because of what is happening to his and Kazuya’s relationship. Tatsuya just hopes that they’ll fix this.
TBC.....
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im really sorry for the late update..
lj wont let me update yesterday..*pouts*
but yay! finally chapter 3..:D
as always comments are loved♥♥♥