18 hours to go....
until my 21st celebrations. my birthday is monday though.
21. i had a bit of an emo moment to ben before. saying how fast things go when you want them to go slow and visa versa
it got pretty deep. i dont wanna re live it again
fuck man, what comes next though? Marriage Kids Morgage?
heck. the good years are more then half over!
it doesnt help that mum has printed thousands of photos off of me from all ages. they bring back memories but kinda painful.
i didnt really realise how much my parent's divorce has effected large parts of my life
i just put it at the back of my mind and leave it there as a silent reminder.
i was always smilling in photos. i looked happy
what the hell happened?
i guess i grew up
anyways. i went 9 days without my cipramil and almost killed someone.
i dyed my hair tonight
dark golden brown
should turn out well i hope
i'm gonna go to bed
i am too tired to write anything
ciao
21. i had a bit of an emo moment to ben before. saying how fast things go when you want them to go slow and visa versa
it got pretty deep. i dont wanna re live it again
fuck man, what comes next though? Marriage Kids Morgage?
heck. the good years are more then half over!
it doesnt help that mum has printed thousands of photos off of me from all ages. they bring back memories but kinda painful.
i didnt really realise how much my parent's divorce has effected large parts of my life
i just put it at the back of my mind and leave it there as a silent reminder.
i was always smilling in photos. i looked happy
what the hell happened?
i guess i grew up
anyways. i went 9 days without my cipramil and almost killed someone.
i dyed my hair tonight
dark golden brown
should turn out well i hope
i'm gonna go to bed
i am too tired to write anything
ciao