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I'm only writing on this thing because I woke up sick as an old man's ballsac and couldn't speak. But anywhoooo, how are you?
Oh! So here's a personal ponderpot of sorts; I've been talking more with an ex-girlfriendtype of mine with whom I had a really intense and shortlived romance with and she recently told me something along the lines of "I was happy I met you when I did...you really helped me through a rough time in my life." And although I thought, and still think, that was the best thing anyone's said to me all year the more I think about it the more it's just like "hooorraaaaayyyy.....???" Suffice it to say that she's now in another state and lives with the guy she dated after me. So although I'm greatful to have cheered someone up during a rough patch in their life, where the hell did it get me?? I'm sure I was heartbroken after her, but atleast I was able to get HER on the track to happiness! yaaaay
About 4-5 months ago I wrote this song called "Optimism is a Filthy Word (Sarcasm's Much Better)" that had this chorus:
I'm SO glad I provided the love you needed for the time that we were together. Now you can find another. Built up your confidence and you'll go on to better things. Meanwhile I'll still be here drinking.
It's disturbing how truer that gets by the day/week/month/experience. And yet, oh well. So now there's another girl who's pretty and sweet who will either like me alot and I'll get flighty or will use me as the ever present spring-board. I can't wait buuuudeez!
(P.S. I do realize how these get gayer and more self absorbed with each entry, but everyone I know that would read this already knows that about me, so I really don't care.)
Oh! So here's a personal ponderpot of sorts; I've been talking more with an ex-girlfriendtype of mine with whom I had a really intense and shortlived romance with and she recently told me something along the lines of "I was happy I met you when I did...you really helped me through a rough time in my life." And although I thought, and still think, that was the best thing anyone's said to me all year the more I think about it the more it's just like "hooorraaaaayyyy.....???" Suffice it to say that she's now in another state and lives with the guy she dated after me. So although I'm greatful to have cheered someone up during a rough patch in their life, where the hell did it get me?? I'm sure I was heartbroken after her, but atleast I was able to get HER on the track to happiness! yaaaay
About 4-5 months ago I wrote this song called "Optimism is a Filthy Word (Sarcasm's Much Better)" that had this chorus:
I'm SO glad I provided the love you needed for the time that we were together. Now you can find another. Built up your confidence and you'll go on to better things. Meanwhile I'll still be here drinking.
It's disturbing how truer that gets by the day/week/month/experience. And yet, oh well. So now there's another girl who's pretty and sweet who will either like me alot and I'll get flighty or will use me as the ever present spring-board. I can't wait buuuudeez!
(P.S. I do realize how these get gayer and more self absorbed with each entry, but everyone I know that would read this already knows that about me, so I really don't care.)