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And so ends a lovely weekend.
I made it up to East Lansing with only getting quite lost about once. I am the worst navigator/driver ever. I can drive calmly if I have a navigator, and I can navigate calmly if I have a driver, but doing both kills me. Screaming while driving at someone who cannot hear you is quite the satisfying release of anger (I still contend that trying to merge onto the highway at 35 mph equates someone with being a stupid bitch.
I love functioning on absolutely no particular schedule.
It is kind of amusing how much I enjoy organizing other people's stuff, while completely ignoring the organization of my own stuff.
Today I feel kind of messed up. I'm not sure whether it is hormonal fluctuations or what, but I just feel like something is out-of-whack. Its not the depression, I don't think, it is just my brain malfunctioning. I have so much that I want to do, but I have absolutely no drive to do it. I want to work on my altered book, but feel stuck and uninspired. My mind is racing at about 10X its normal rate and yet I cannot focus on one thing or become motivated. I can feel that something is wrong with my head right now, I just cannot place it. It is very unnerving, it's like I'm just not me right now. I just feel...wrong. Hopefully I will return to normalcy very soon.
I made it up to East Lansing with only getting quite lost about once. I am the worst navigator/driver ever. I can drive calmly if I have a navigator, and I can navigate calmly if I have a driver, but doing both kills me. Screaming while driving at someone who cannot hear you is quite the satisfying release of anger (I still contend that trying to merge onto the highway at 35 mph equates someone with being a stupid bitch.
I love functioning on absolutely no particular schedule.
It is kind of amusing how much I enjoy organizing other people's stuff, while completely ignoring the organization of my own stuff.
Today I feel kind of messed up. I'm not sure whether it is hormonal fluctuations or what, but I just feel like something is out-of-whack. Its not the depression, I don't think, it is just my brain malfunctioning. I have so much that I want to do, but I have absolutely no drive to do it. I want to work on my altered book, but feel stuck and uninspired. My mind is racing at about 10X its normal rate and yet I cannot focus on one thing or become motivated. I can feel that something is wrong with my head right now, I just cannot place it. It is very unnerving, it's like I'm just not me right now. I just feel...wrong. Hopefully I will return to normalcy very soon.