(no subject)
Okay, so I was wrong about the sour cream, but I still got yelled at.
Why?
Because my mom had to work today. Now, I couldn't go into work today because I had a doctor's appointment, but it is still somehow my fault that my mom worked (even though she works every weekday...) Okay whatever. And...I didn't do enough at the house today. Of course. I am just so goddamn tired all the goddamn time. I am so tired of everything. I hate living at home. I hate being blamed for every little thing, even things that I have no control over. I hate that I have to be their personal maid and cook, and yet they still control every part of my life. When I can go out, for how long, with whom, etc. It just makes me so fuming mad that I can't even express it. They just have this power to make me so upset whenever they feel like it, and that in itself upsets me. I just want to get away so frequently, it's sick. No wonder I try to be out of the house all the time.
Why?
Because my mom had to work today. Now, I couldn't go into work today because I had a doctor's appointment, but it is still somehow my fault that my mom worked (even though she works every weekday...) Okay whatever. And...I didn't do enough at the house today. Of course. I am just so goddamn tired all the goddamn time. I am so tired of everything. I hate living at home. I hate being blamed for every little thing, even things that I have no control over. I hate that I have to be their personal maid and cook, and yet they still control every part of my life. When I can go out, for how long, with whom, etc. It just makes me so fuming mad that I can't even express it. They just have this power to make me so upset whenever they feel like it, and that in itself upsets me. I just want to get away so frequently, it's sick. No wonder I try to be out of the house all the time.