a letter to my love

Jul 01, 2005 22:18

ok, so here's the plan. tomorrow im going to a wedding, with kyle. my mom and i had an argument over it today. she wanted to see what i was wearing, so i showed her what i decided to wear. but that wasn't good enough for her. she yelled at me. so i go to the mall to try and find something to wear, basically something to please mommy. emily came with me. i got this shitty ass dress that i look like a cheap whore in, it was only 17 bucks. so it was pretty cheap. emily said that mom would like it, but i hate it on me. and then i got this sort of dressy shirt, and i have a skirt at home that would match it. so i come home, and i show mom the shirt and the skirt i plan to wear with it, and she goes off on me again. i show her the dress and she loves it. yea!

so what i just wrote up there was basically pointless, but it fill you in, if you even bother with reading the crap.

i've devised a plan. i have a purse that i can fit the skirt in along with all my other stuff. then when kyle gets here to pick me up, he's going to put my shirt in his pocket. then we'll go to the truck, and head for martha's exchange for the wedding. on the way i will hop into the back seat, and thanks to the tinted windows in the new truck, i will be able to change with nobody watching me. it's perfect! so kyle, read this..and you'll know what you're doing for me tomorrow. thanks!

i feel bad. i talked to hilly on monday. we planned to go bowling tonight, i was supposed to call her on wednesday about it. every time i called her there was no answer. i couldnt call her yesterdya cuz she was working, and i tried calling her today, but all i got was the machine. so we didnt get to go bowling. i feel horrible. i promised we would go tonight, and she always takes this kind of stuff to heart. and it really bothers her when i say we're going to do something, and then it doesn't happen. i've been a bad girl again. and she'll say something to me about it and start crying, and then i'll start crying cuz i messed up. shame on me
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