It's like.. 4:30 in the morning. u_u
Yeah.. thanksgiving is today. I have to go to bed in a couple of minutes. Oi..
I guess Sam told Brandon that he likes me. I don't really want anything right now, other than to screw around.. lol. A girl has her needs. A lot of times I think about how Kat has found her love, and I wish I had found mine. I feel like I'm missing a part of myself without that person, though I don't know who they are. It gets me depressed, and doesn't help when I talk to Josh. I think about him all the time. He's always in my mind. I need love, and it's just hard.
Other than that.. I got to use the comp. Yay. Plus, I have a 60 gb hard drive, now. Allll miiiine. ^^
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~song of the day
"Cold" - Crossfade
Looking back at me I see
That I never really got it right
I never stopped to think of you
I'm always wrapped up in
Things I cannnot win
You are the antidote that gets me by
Something strong
Like a drug that gets me high
What I really meant to say
Is I'm sorry for the way I am
I never meant to be so cold to you
And I'm sorry about all the lies
Maybe in a different light
You could see me stand on my own again
Cause now i can see
You were the antidote that got me by
Something strong like a drug that got me high
I never meant to be so cold
I never really wanted you to see
The screwed up side of me that I keep
Locked inside of me so deep
It always seems to get to me
I never really wanted you to go
So many things you should have known
I guess for me theres just no hope
I never meant to be so cold
I guess Sam told Brandon that he likes me. I don't really want anything right now, other than to screw around.. lol. A girl has her needs. A lot of times I think about how Kat has found her love, and I wish I had found mine. I feel like I'm missing a part of myself without that person, though I don't know who they are. It gets me depressed, and doesn't help when I talk to Josh. I think about him all the time. He's always in my mind. I need love, and it's just hard.
Other than that.. I got to use the comp. Yay. Plus, I have a 60 gb hard drive, now. Allll miiiine. ^^
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~song of the day
"Cold" - Crossfade
Looking back at me I see
That I never really got it right
I never stopped to think of you
I'm always wrapped up in
Things I cannnot win
You are the antidote that gets me by
Something strong
Like a drug that gets me high
What I really meant to say
Is I'm sorry for the way I am
I never meant to be so cold to you
And I'm sorry about all the lies
Maybe in a different light
You could see me stand on my own again
Cause now i can see
You were the antidote that got me by
Something strong like a drug that got me high
I never meant to be so cold
I never really wanted you to see
The screwed up side of me that I keep
Locked inside of me so deep
It always seems to get to me
I never really wanted you to go
So many things you should have known
I guess for me theres just no hope
I never meant to be so cold