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You, you try, you try to get by.
"You're never going to pull it off",
"You shouldn't even try"
"You're a wet cigarette",
"You're always second best",
but they're never going to give a shit about anybody but themselves.
You fight for them to realize; there's more to life,
there's more to you, there's more than meets the eye.
And when you're done, the battle's been won.
You sit back, you smile and this is what you hum, you hum:
....12341234....
YEAH! POST! I'M IN A GOOD MOOD! IT'S PROBABLY BECAUSE I'M TIRED AND BIPOLAR BUT I FEEL FUCKING AWESOME TODAY! WAY THE OPPOSITE FROM YESTERDAY WHEN I CUT MY AR WITH A RAZOR! HOOOOOOORAY!
THIS POST IS ABOUT:
sex.
I just have to tell everyone how wonderful it is. I'm defiantly glad that I have sex with my boyfriend. I don't know, I don't care if any of you read this and are like, 'Omg, not reading.' because I don't have anywhere else to write this, and I'm in too good of a mood to care about anyone else's feelings! SO. GO AWAY IF YOU DON'T CARE.
I downloaded awesome musics btw.
anyway. Whenever I get in a fight with Graham, it's usually pretty bad. I get so sad that I cut myself, I cry in the shower, and I just fucking hate myself and him and everything. Then then then then, we have sex. and it's usually the greatest sex in the whole fucking world. Ever heard of like, mind-blowing fuck-my-brains-out-omg-I-think-my-whole-body's-gone-numb-and-I'm-seeing-stars sex? Yeah, that's how good it is sometimes. Awesome fucking. Literally. Not a sentence frag. I mean like, we got home, we were bickering about /something/ meaning I don't remember because it wasn't that important, but like, we got to his room and it was like '........*RIP CLOTHES OFF NOW WE DO IT*' Too explicit? Hardly. I mean like. what the hell. I just could die right now I feel stupid but also soooo amazing. I don't want to like, breathe because my boyfriend's awesome. I think the whole fighting thing was because we were just so tense from like, a week without getting some. It was awesome. I love my mood swings. I couldn't feel anything, and it was GLORIOUS.
... we also have bad sex. but good sex makes up for it.
the only thing I can say is, make your first with someone you trust and care a lot about. You don't want to ruin your first time like I ruined mine. D:
"You're never going to pull it off",
"You shouldn't even try"
"You're a wet cigarette",
"You're always second best",
but they're never going to give a shit about anybody but themselves.
You fight for them to realize; there's more to life,
there's more to you, there's more than meets the eye.
And when you're done, the battle's been won.
You sit back, you smile and this is what you hum, you hum:
....12341234....
YEAH! POST! I'M IN A GOOD MOOD! IT'S PROBABLY BECAUSE I'M TIRED AND BIPOLAR BUT I FEEL FUCKING AWESOME TODAY! WAY THE OPPOSITE FROM YESTERDAY WHEN I CUT MY AR WITH A RAZOR! HOOOOOOORAY!
THIS POST IS ABOUT:
sex.
I just have to tell everyone how wonderful it is. I'm defiantly glad that I have sex with my boyfriend. I don't know, I don't care if any of you read this and are like, 'Omg, not reading.' because I don't have anywhere else to write this, and I'm in too good of a mood to care about anyone else's feelings! SO. GO AWAY IF YOU DON'T CARE.
I downloaded awesome musics btw.
anyway. Whenever I get in a fight with Graham, it's usually pretty bad. I get so sad that I cut myself, I cry in the shower, and I just fucking hate myself and him and everything. Then then then then, we have sex. and it's usually the greatest sex in the whole fucking world. Ever heard of like, mind-blowing fuck-my-brains-out-omg-I-think-my-whole-body's-gone-numb-and-I'm-seeing-stars sex? Yeah, that's how good it is sometimes. Awesome fucking. Literally. Not a sentence frag. I mean like, we got home, we were bickering about /something/ meaning I don't remember because it wasn't that important, but like, we got to his room and it was like '........*RIP CLOTHES OFF NOW WE DO IT*' Too explicit? Hardly. I mean like. what the hell. I just could die right now I feel stupid but also soooo amazing. I don't want to like, breathe because my boyfriend's awesome. I think the whole fighting thing was because we were just so tense from like, a week without getting some. It was awesome. I love my mood swings. I couldn't feel anything, and it was GLORIOUS.
... we also have bad sex. but good sex makes up for it.
the only thing I can say is, make your first with someone you trust and care a lot about. You don't want to ruin your first time like I ruined mine. D: